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Part VI : Osho begins Sannyas Initiations
September 26th to October 5th, 1970, Osho holds a Meditation
Camp in Manali, in the Himalayas. On September 26th He initiates
His first group of disciples, now called neo-sannyasins.
I started initiating people into sannyas. Sannyas was simply
that they are now ready to listen me without any device. They
are willing to open their heart. That much trust has grown in
them. last404
On the day of the first initiations, Osho explains:
To me, sannyas does not mean renunciation; it means a journey
to joy bliss. To me, sannyas is not any kind of negation; it is
a positive attainment. But up to now, the world over, sannyas
has been seen in a very negative sense, in the sense of giving
up, of renouncing. I, for one, see sannyas as something positive
and affirmative, something to be achieved, to be treasured.
It is true that when someone carrying base stones as his treasure
comes upon a set of precious stones, he immediately drops the
baser ones from his hands. He drops the baser stones only to make
room for the newfound precious stones. It is not renunciation.
It is just as you throw away the sweepings from your house to
keep it neat and clean. And you don't call it renunciation, do
you? You call it renunciation when you give up something you.
It is true that when someone carrying base stones as his treasure
comes upon a set of precious stones, he immediately drops the
baser ones from his hands. He drops the baser stones only to make
room for the newfound precious stones. It is not renunciation.
It is just as you throw away the sweepings from your house to
keep it neat and clean. And you don't call it renunciation, do
you? You call it renunciation when you give up something you value,
and you maintain an account of your renunciations. So far, sannyas
has been seen in terms of such a reckoning of all that you give
up—be it family or money or whatever.
I look at sannyas from an entirely different angle, the angle
of positive achievement. Undoubtedly there is a fundamental difference
between the two viewpoints. If sannyas, as I see it, is an acquisition,
an achievement, then it cannot mean opposition to life, breaking
away from life. In fact, sannyas is an attainment of the highest
in life; it is life's finest fulfillment.
And if sannyas is a fulfillment, it cannot be sad and somber,
it should be a thing of festivity and joy. Then sannyas cannot
be a shrinking of life; rather, it should mean a life that is
ever expanding and deepening, a life abundant. Up to now we have
called him a sannyasin who withdraws from the world, from everything,
who breaks away from life and encloses himself in a cocoon.
I, however, call him a sannyasin who does not run away from the
world, who is not shrunken and enclosed, who relates with everything,
who is open and expansive.
Sannyas has other implications too. A sannyas that withdraws from
life turns into a bondage, into a prison; it cannot be freedom.
And a sannyas that negates freedom is really not sannyas. Freedom,
ultimate freedom is the very soul of sannyas.
For me, sannyas has no limitations, no inhibitions, no rules and
regulations.
For me, sannyas does not accept any imposition, any regimentation,
any discipline. For me, sannyas is the flowering of man's ultimate
freedom, rooted in his intelligence, his wisdom.
I call him a sannyasin who has the courage to live in utter freedom,
and who accepts no bondage, no organization, no discipline whatsoever.
This freedom, however, does not mean license; it does not mean
that a sannyasin becomes licentious. The truth is that it is always
a man in bondage, a slave, who turns licentious. One who is independent
and free can never be licentious; there is no way for him to be
so.
That is how I am going to separate the sannyas of the future from
the sannyas of the past. And I think that the institution of sannyas,
as it has been up to now, is on its deathbed; it is as good as
dead. It has no future whatsoever. But sannyas in its essence,
has to be preserved. It is such a precious attainment of mankind
that we cannot afford to lose it. Sannyas is that rarest of flowers
that blooms once in a great while. But it is likely that it will
wither away for want of proper caring. And it will certainly die
if it remains tied to its old patterns.
Therefore, sannyas has to be invested with a new meaning, a new
concept. Sannyas has to live; it is the most profound, the most
precious treasure that mankind has. But how to save it, preserve
it, is the question.
I would like to share with you my vision on this score.
Firstly, it is a long time that sannyas has remained isolated
from the world, and consequently it has been doubly harmed. A
sannyasin living completely cut off from the world, living in
utter isolation from the world, becomes poor, and his poverty
is very deep and subtle, because the wealth of all our life's
experiences lies in the world, not outside. All our experiences
of pain and pleasure, attachment and detachment, hate and love,
enmity and friendship, war and peace, come from the world itself.
So when a man breaks away from the world, he becomes a hothouse
plant, he ceases to be a flower that blooms under the sun and
the open sky. By now, sannyas has become a hothouse plant. And
such a sannyas cannot live any longer.
Sannyas cannot be grown in hothouses. To grow and blossom, the
plant of sannyas needs an open sky. It needs the light of day
and the darkness of night; it needs rains, winds and storms. It
needs everything there is between the earth and the sky. A sannyasin
needs to go through the whole gamut of challenges and dangers.
By isolating him from the world we have harmed the sannyasin enormously,
because his inner richness has diminished so much.
It is amusing that those who are ordinarily called good people
don't have that richness of life their opposites have; they lack
the richness of experience. For this reason, novelists think it
is difficult to write a story around the life of a good person,
that his life is flat and almost eventless. Curiously enough,
a bad person makes a good story; he is a must for a story, even
for history. What more can we say of a good man than this, that
he has been good from the cradle to the grave?
Isolating him from the world, we deprive the sannyasin of experience;
he remains very poor in experience. Of course, isolation gives
him a sort of security, but it makes him poor and lackluster.
I want to unite the sannyasin with the world. I want sannyasins
who work on farms and in factories, in offices and shops right
in the marketplace. I don't want sannyasins who escape from the
world; I don't want them to be renegades from life. I want them
to live as sannyasins in the very thick of the world, to live
with the crowd amid its din and bustle. Sannyas will have verve
and vitality if the sannyasin remains a sannyasin in the very
thick of the world.
In the past, if a woman wanted to be a sannyasin, she had to leave
her husband, her children, her family; she had to run away from
the life of the world. If a man wanted to take sannyas he had
to leave his wife, his children, his family, his whole world,
and escape to a monastery or a cave in the mountains.
For me, such a sannyas has no meaning whatsoever. I hold that
after taking sannyas, a man or woman should not run away from
the world, but should remain where he or she is and let sannyas
flower right there.
You can ask how someone will manage his sannyas living in the
world. What will he do as a husband, as a father, as a shopkeeper,
as a master, as a servant? As a sannyasin how will he manage his
thousand and one relationships in the world?—because life
is a web of relationships. In the past he just ran away from the
world, where he was called upon to shoulder any number of responsibilities,
and this escape made everything so easy and convenient for him.
Sitting in a cave or a monastery, he had no responsibilities.
no worries; he led a secluded and shrunken life.
What kind of a sannyas will it be which is not required to renounce
anything? Will sannyas without renunciation mean anything?
Recently an actor came to visit me. He is a new entrant into the
film world. He asked for my autograph with a message for him.
So I wrote in his book: "Act as if it is real life and live
as if it is acting."
To me, the sannyasin is one who lives life like an actor. If someone
wants to blossom in sannyas living in the thick of the world,
he should cease to be a doer and become an actor, become a witness.
He should live in the thick of life, play his role, and at the
same time be a witness to it, but in no way should he be deeply
involved in his role, be attached to it. He should cross the river
in a way that his feet remain untouched by the water. It is, however,
difficult to cross a river without letting the water touch your
feet, but it is quite possible to live in the world without getting
involved in it, without being tied to it.
In this connection it is necessary to understand what play acting
is. The miracle is that the more your life becomes play acting,
the more orderly, natural and carefree it becomes. If a woman,
as a mother, learns a small truth, that although the child she
is bringing up has been borne by her, yet he does not belong to
her alone, that she has been no more than a passage for him to
come into this world, that he really belongs to that unknown source
from which he came, which will sustain him through his life and
to which he will return in the end, then that mother will cease
to be a doer; she will really become a play actor and a witness.
Conduct an experiment sometime. Decide that for twenty four hours
you are going to do everything as acting. If someone insults you,
you will not really be angry, you will only act as if you are
angry, And likewise, if someone praises you, you will not really
be flattered, you will only act as though you are flattered. An
experiment like this, just for twenty-four hours, will bring astonishing
results for you; it will open new doors to life and living for
you. You will then realize to your surprise that you have gone
through any amount of unnecessary pain and misery in life by being
a doer; they could have easily been avoided if you had been an
actor instead. When you go to bed after this experiment in play
acting, you will have a deep sleep such as you have never known.
Once you cease to be a doer, all your tensions and anxieties will
disappear. Your miseries will just evaporate, because all your
miseries and agonies come from your being a doer in life.
I want to take sannyas to every hamlet and every home. Only then
can sannyas survive. We need millions of sannyasins; just a handful
won't do. And millions can take sannyas only if sannyas is positive
and life affirmative. We cannot have many sannyasins if you cut
sannyas off from the world. Who will feed them? Who will provide
them with clothes and shelter? Sannyas of the old kind, which
was a haven for idlers and recluses, cannot produce the millions
of sannyasins that we need. Those days are gone when society bore
the brunt of a vast army of recluses. Moreover, sannyasins of
the old kind have to be dependent on society, and as a result
they became extremely poor physically and spiritually. Consequently,
they cannot be as effective and influential as they should be.
Sannyas on a massive scale is not possible if we cling to its
old ways.
If sannyas has to be effective on a large scale throughout the
world—which is so very necessary—and if sannyas has
to be meaningful and blissful, then there is no choice but to
allow a sannyas that will not be required to break away from society
and grow in isolation. Now a sannyasin should remain wherever
he is, acting his role in society and being a witness to it.
So I want to unite sannyas with the family, with the workshop
and with the market. It will be a unique and beautiful world,
if we can make one where a shopkeeper will be a sannyasin. Naturally,
such a shopkeeper will find it difficult to resort to dishonest
means in business. A shopkeeper who is just acting his role as
shopkeeper, and who is also a witness to it, cannot afford to
be dishonest. We will change the world radically if we have sannyasins
as doctors, lawyers, clerks and office assistants.
A sannyasin living segregated from society is a poor sannyasin,
and the society is poorer for him too, because he is one of its
best products. When such a person leaves the society to become
a sannyasin the society becomes lusterless.
A worldwide campaign for positive sannyas has therefore become
urgent. It is very necessary to have sannyasins in every home,
in every field and factory across the earth. A sannyasin should
be a father or a mother, a wife or a husband; he will remain where
he is as a sannyasin. Only his outlook on life will change; now
life for him will be no more than a drama, a play. Life for him
will be a celebration and not a task, a duty, a drag. And with
celebration everything will change.
I have yet another kind of sannyas in my vision which I would
like to share with you. It is the vision of short-term sannyas.
I don't want a person to take a vow of lifelong sannyas. In fact,
any kind of vow or commitment for the future is dangerous, because
we are not the masters of the future. It is utterly wrong to think
we are. We have to allow the future to take its course, and we
should be ready to accept whatever it brings to us. One who has
become a witness cannot decide for the future; only a doer does
so. One who thinks that he is a doer can vow that he will remain
a sannyasin for his whole life, but a real witness will say, "I
don't know what tomorrow is going to be. I will accept it as it
comes and be a witness to it too. I cannot decide for tomorrow."
In the past, sannyas was much handicapped by the concept of lifelong
sannyas: once a sannyasin, always a sannyasin. We closed the gate
of society forever once one entered sannyas. Maybe a person takes
sannyas in a particular state of mind, and after some time, when
he finds himself in a different state of mind, wants to return
to the world—but he cannot do so because the house of sannyas
has only an entrance, it has no exit at all. You can enter sannyas,
but once in it you cannot leave. And this single rule has turned
sannyas into a prison. Even heaven will turn into hell if there
is no exit.
You can say that sannyas has no hard and fast rule like this.
That is true, but the fact that society looks down upon one who
leaves sannyas is a stronger prohibition than any rule. We have
an ingenious device to prevent a sannyasin from going back to
the world again. When someone takes sannyas we make a big event
of it, give him a farewell with great fanfare, with a band and
flowers and eulogies. The poor sannyasin does not know that this
is a clever way to say goodbye to him forever. He is not aware
that if ever he returns to society he will be received by the
same people with sticks instead of flowers.
This is a very dangerous convention. Because of it, any number
of people are prevented from participating in the great bliss
that sannyas can bring them. It becomes too difficult for them
to make a decision for lifelong sannyas, which is indeed a very
hard decision. Besides, we don't have the right to commit ourselves
to anything for our whole lives.
In my vision, short-term sannyas is the right way. You can leave
it any time you like, because it is you who take it. It is your
decision, no one else can decide for you. Sannyas is entirely
a personal, individual choice, others don't matter in any way.
I am free to take sannyas today and leave it tomorrow, provided
I don't expect any reward for it from others in the form of their
praise and acclamation.
We have made sannyas a very serious affair, and that is why only
serious people—who are really sick people—take to
it. It is now necessary to turn sannyas into a non-serious thing,
a play. It should be entirely for your joy that you enter sannyas
for a while and then leave it or remain in it forever. Others
should have no say in the matter. If the vision of short-term
sannyas becomes prevalent, if people are allowed to enter sannyas
even for a few months from time to time, millions of people can
enjoy this blessing. It will really be a great thing….
It would be a great experience if someone takes sannyas for a
month or two every year and then returns to his householder's
world. This experience will enrich his life in a great way; it
will go with him for the rest of his life. And if a person, in
his sixty or seventy years' life, takes short-term sannyas—say
twenty times—he will not need to be a sannyasin again; he
will be a sannyasin as he is. Therefore I think that every man
and woman should have the opportunity of sannyas in his or her
life.
A few things more and then you can put your questions.
Up to now every kind of sannyasin in the world has belonged to
some religion, to this or that religion. And this has done immense
harm to both sannyas and religion. It is utterly absurd that a
sannyasin should belong to some sectarian religion; a sannyasin
at least should belong to religion alone, and not to this or that
religion. He should not be a Christian, or a Hindu, or a Jaina;
he should be a sannyasin of "religion", with no adjective
attached to it. He should be the one who, in the words of Krishna,
gives up all religions and takes shelter in the only religion
there is. Religion, like truth, is one; it cannot be many. And
it will be great if we can give birth to a sannyas that belongs
to religion and not to religions, not to communal and sectarian
religions. The sannyasin of true religion can be a guest everywhere,
whether it is in a temple or a church or a mosque, none will be
alien to him.
Another thing to bear in mind is the role of the Master, the guru,
in sannyas. Up to now sannyas has been tethered to a Master who
initiates someone into it. But sannyas is not something which
anyone can give you as a gift; it has to be received directly
from the divine. Who else but God can initiate you into sannyas?
When someone comes and asks me to initiate him into sannyas, I
tell him, "How can I initiate you into sannyas? Only God
can initiate you. I can only be a witness to your being initiated.
Get initiated by the divine, the supreme being, and I will bear
witness that I was present when you were initiated into sannyas.
My function is confined to being a witness, nothing more."
A sannyas tied to the Master is bound to become sectarian. It
cannot liberate you; instead it will put you in bondage. Such
a sannyas is worthless.
There are going to be three categories of sannyasins. One of them
will consist of those who will take short-term sannyas, say tor
two or three months. They will meditate and go through some kind
of spiritual discipline at some secluded place and then return
to their old lives.
The second category will be of those who will take sannyas, but
remain wherever they are. They will continue to be in their occupations
as before, but they will now be actors and not doers, and they
will also be witnesses to life and living.
And the third category will consist of sannyasins who will go
deep into the bliss and ecstasy of sannyas that the question of
their return to their old world will not arise. They will bear
no such responsibilities as will make it necessary for them to
be tied to their families; nobody will depend on them and no one
will be hurt by their withdrawal from society. The last category
of sannyasins will live in meditation and carry the message of
meditation to those who are thirsty for it.
It seems to me that never before was the world in such dire need
of meditation as it is today. And if we fail to make a large portion
of mankind deeply involved in meditation, there is little hope
for man's survival on this earth any longer; he will simply disappear
from the earth. There is already so much neurosis and insanity
in the world, there is so much political madness all around, that
the hope for mankind remaining alive grows dimmer and dimmer with
the passing of each day. And the sands of time are running out
fast. So it is urgent for millions of men and women all over the
world to become meditative in the short time that we have; otherwise
man, with all his civilization, is going to perish. Even if he
survives physically, all that is good and great in him will perish.
Therefore a very large band of young men and young women who have
yet no responsibilities on their shoulders is needed. And we will
include in this band those old people who have laid down their
responsibilities and are free. This band of young and old together
will first learn meditation, and then they will carry the torch
of meditation to every nook and corner of the earth.
The meditation that I teach is so simple, so scientific, that
if a hundred people take to it, seventy of them are going to make
it. There is no condition that you are qualified to do it; that
you do it is all that is needed. Besides, you are not required
to owe allegiance to any religion, any scripture, or to have faith
and belief as a pre-condition to meditation. As you are right
now, you can join it and do it and go deeply into it. It is such
a simple and scientific technique that you are not required to
have faith in it. All that is required of you is that you take
it as a hypothetical experiment, as you do a scientific experiment,
to see how it works. And I assure you it works; you will make
it.
I feel that meditation can he spread throughout the world as a
chain-reaction. If a person decides to learn meditation himself
and then, within a week of his learning it, initiates another
person into it, we will cover the whole earth with meditation
within ten years. No greater effort is needed. Then all the lofty
things of life that man is heir to, but has lost, call be restored
to him in ten years. And then there is no reason why Krishna should
not play his flute amongst us once again, why Christ should not
come again and again, why Buddha should not get enlightened under
the bo-tree over and over again. Not that the same old Krishna
or Buddha will he born again, but that in us we have the potentialities
of that meditation which can flower into a Krishna, a Buddha,
a Christ over and over again.
It is for this reason that I have decided to be a witness to your
being initiated into sannyas. I will be a witness for friends
who are ready to join one of the three categories of sannyasins
that I have mentioned. I will not be their Master, but only a
witness to their initiation into sannyas. In fact, sannyas will
be a matter of a direct relationship between them and God.
There is going to be no ritual for initiation into sannyas, so
that one does not have any difficulty in leaving it when he feels
like it. And sannyas will not be a serious affair; so you need
not be worried on this score. It should be such a simple and natural
thing that if, one morning getting out of bed, a person feels
like taking sannyas, he should not have to face any difficulty
in the matter. There will be no difficulty, because it is not
going to be a lifelong commitment. If the following morning he
feels like quitting it, he can do so as easily. He is his sole
judge and master; others have nothing to do with it.
I have explained to you how I envisage this neo-sannyas. Now you
can ask a few questions that arise in your minds. krishn22
You ask: What would be the daily routine, the discipline of your
sannyasin?
You ask what the daily routine of my sannyasin would be. It is
not a question of my sannyasin. How can anyone be my sannyasin?
He or she will be just a sannyasin. And what would be his routine,
his schedule of daily life, his discipline?
If we try to impose a fixed daily routine on a sannyasin, it is
bound to harm him instead of doing any good. Someone asked a Zen
sage, "What is your everyday routine?"
The sage said, "When I am sleepy I sleep, and when I wake
up I am awake. When I am hungry I eat and I don't eat when I am
not hungry." And the sage is right. A sannyasin is one who
does not impose something on himself, who takes life as it is
and lives it very naturally, spontaneously, moment to moment.
We are a strange people. When we feel like sleeping we resist
it, and when we cannot sleep we chant mantras and try to get to
sleep somehow. We eat when we are not hungry, and we don't eat
when we are hungry, because we have a fixed schedule of eating
according to the clock. That is how we destroy the inner harmony
of our body, and that is why we are in a mess.
A sannyasin will live in accord with the wisdom of the body. He
will sleep when he feels sleepy, and he will wake up when his
sleep is over. He will not wake up in what the Hindus call the
brahmamuhurta, the divine hour, the hour before dawn. Whenever
he wakes up will be his brahmamuhurta. He will say, "When
God brings me out of sleep, I call it my brahmamuhurta."
He will live naturally, easily, spontaneously.
That is why I cannot give you a routine, a discipline of living.
You will be in trouble, you will suffer if I impose any discipline
on you, because I will determine it the way it suits me, and my
way of life can never be yours. If I tell you to wake up every
morning at three o'clock, maybe waking up at three is blissful
for me, but it will ruin your health.
Everybody's physical organism is unique and different, but we
are not aware of it….
There can be no hard and fast rule for things like this. We cannot
have set laws about what to wear, about what to eat and how much
to eat, about when to sleep and how long to sleep. We can discuss
these things in a general manner, but It would not be proper to
set rules about them. Everyone should find his own discipline,
his own way of living; it should be entirely an individual decision.
And this much freedom you must have, that you decide your own
way of living. Others don't do it, but a sannyasin should. He
should insist on this freedom to be the way he is, and to live
in the way that is joyful and blissful for him. In this respect
he has also to bear in mind that he does not live in a way that
impinges on the freedom and happiness of others. And this is enough.
I repeat that we can broadly discuss the question of a daily routine
and a discipline for a sannyasin, but we cannot lay down strict
rules about them.
There is a person who is addicted to smoking. The whole world
is against him, and yet he goes on smoking. Physicians tell him
that smoking will ruin his health, and he says he knows it, yet
he cannot quit. What is the matter with this person? Is it that
he lacks something necessary for him and smoking provides it?
An investigation on smoking done recently in Mexico came to a
very strange finding. It says that people who are mad about smoking
are those whose bodies lack nicotine. These people are seeking
nicotine through tobacco, tea and coffee. But smoking is being
condemned as something immoral. But what is immoral in taking
some smoke in and out? It is of course senseless, but it is never
immoral. He is not harming anyone except himself. It is an innocent
stupidity and nothing more. Maybe it is his need; maybe he lacks
something which he is fulfilling through smoking. He would be
better to discover and know his problem.
Our knowledge of the human body is very poor. It is poor in spite
of so much development in medical science. We have yet to understand
the body fully, its needs. its problems. And because of this the
body has to tackle its problems on its own. If it lacks nicotine
it makes you smoke. And once you take to smoking you are in the
clutches of habit and you become helpless. It is not that everyone
smokes for lack of nicotine, nine out of ten smokers simply take
to smoking out of imitation, And then it becomes a mechanical
habit, they become prisoners of a habit.
However, no routine, no discipline can be imposed from the outside.
It is not possible, nor is it desirable to prescribe a general
code for the daily life of sannyasins, as to when they should
leave their beds and what they should eat. Of course, some broad
guidelines can be given. What is essential is that whatever a
sannyasin does, he does it with awareness; whatever he does, he
does it keeping his own good and the good of others in view. And
whatever he does is right if it promotes his health, his peace
and his happiness. And if, on the other hand, it harms his health
and happiness, he should shun it.
In the matter of food, he should take care that his food is fresh,
light and health giving. He should avoid unnecessary violence
in eating; he should not eat anything that is obtained by killing
and maiming living beings. In brief, health should be your prime
consideration in the selection of food.
Another important thing in respect to food is to learn and develop
a sense of taste in eating. And it depends more on the art of
eating than on the food itself. On the basis of such broad hints
about food one should draw up his menu in accord with his own
individuality.
Others can't give you a discipline; it is just absurd. In fact,
everybody is the architect of his own destiny. Being initiated
into sannyas means that a man chooses to be his own master, that
he will make his own decisions, that it is his right to conduct
himself in his own way. You can say that a sannyasin is liable
to err if he makes his own decisions. Let him err; he will suffer
for his mistakes. Why should you worry about it? If he does things
rightly he will be happy, and if he does them wrongly he will
suffer. It is wrong to take undue interest in what others do and
how they do it. It is really immoral to interfere in another's
life. Who are you to come in his way? One should come in another's
way only if his mistakes begin to harm others; otherwise, he should
not be interfered with. He can make mistakes and learn from his
mistakes.
A sannyasin is one who lives with discrimination, with wisdom,
who is always investigating what it is that brings happiness and
what it is that causes pain, and who, through his own experiences,
learns what is good for him. He is on a journey to his bliss;
you need not worry about him.
Sometimes I am amazed to see that others become more worried than
a sannyasin himself that he does not err. It is just silly. These
self-appointed judges are always prying into the lives of sannyasins—whether
they wake up in brahmamuhurta or not, whether they sleep in the
daytime or not. But who are they? Why should they be after others?
But it is not without reason they do so. These are the ways to
persecute and torture others; it is so pleasurable to them. They
often say that they respect the unerring sannyasin, which is another
way of dominating him. If the sannyasin wants to have their respect,
he will have to obey their rules and live in the way they would
like him to live. There is yet another danger to the sannyasin
from these self appointed judges. To earn their respect he will
turn into a hypocrite; he will publicly show that he follows their
rules of conduct while privately he will go on living outside
those rules.
I am not going to allow a sannyasin to be a hypocrite. I hold
hypocrisy as the worst sin ever. And the only way to save him
from turning into a hypocrite is to abstain from imposing any
discipline on him and to leave him free to live in the way that
comes naturally to him; otherwise he is bound to be a hypocrite.
This is how we have made hypocrites of all the old sannyasins
the world over. And so they are in a mess. There is a class of
monks in India who cannot take a bath, because people around them
are always watching to see if they bathe themselves. They have
thus forced them to remain covered with dirt and filth. In return
they give them respect. So these monks have sacrificed cleanliness
for the sake of respectability. But whenever they find an opportunity,
whenever they are away from the watchful eyes of their followers,
they hurriedly dip their towels in water and sponge their bodies.
And then they suffer guilt and self-condemnation.
Recently a gentleman came to me and said, "I have heard that
a certain Jaina nun, who often visits you, uses toothpaste. Is
it not deplorable?"
I told him, "Have you gone mad? Whether a nun uses toothpaste
or not is none of your concern. Do you sell toothpaste? What have
you to do with it?"
In reply he said, "The use of the toothbrush is prohibited
in our community."
"Then don't use it if your community does not permit it,"
I told him. This gentleman himself uses a toothbrush and toothpaste
with impunity, but a nun of his community cannot. This is the
price she has to pay for the respect she receives from the community.
I will ask my sannyasin, who I think is a true sannyasin, not
to expect respectability from the society, because this expectation
will create bondage for him. There are dishonest people all around
and they will immediately entrap you and make you their prisoner.
They will say, "Since we respect you, since we touch your
feet, you will have to fulfill certain conditions of ours, you
will have to obey our laws."
In fact, a sannyasin is one who says, "I don't care for your
society, for your laws, for your conditions. Now I have started
caring for myself, so you need not be concerned about me."
A sannyasin's own wisdom sheds light on his path. krishn22
You ask: Don't you think that initiation into sannyas will lead
to the formation of a sect around you?
You think it will lead to the formation of a sect. No, it will
not. To form a sect certain things are essential. To form a sect
one needs a Master, a scripture, a doctrine and an adjective for
the sect. Besides these, one also needs a blind, dogmatic belief
that one's doctrine alone is right and everything else is utterly
wrong. None of these things are here.
The sannyasin of my vision is not going to have any adjective
like the rest of the sannyasins, who are either Hindus, Christians
or Buddhists. And a sect cannot be formed without such an adjective;
it is extremely difficult. I call a man a sannyasin who does not
have a religion, who does not belong to any religion. And you
cannot organize a sect without a religion. I call a man a sannyasin
who has no scripture like the Geeta or the Bible, and who does
not belong to a temple, church or gurudwara. And without them
a sect becomes impossible,
It should be our great endeavor to see that no sect is born, because
nothing has harmed religion as much as these sects have. Sects
have done more harm to religion than irreligion itself. In fact,
a genuine coin is always harmed by its counterfeits; nothing else
can harm it so much. Similarly, if ever true religion is harmed,
it is harmed only by pseudo religions. And a tremendous awareness
is needed to avoid this danger.
A sect is not going to emerge in the wake of our efforts, because
no one is my disciple and I am no one's guru or Master. And if
I am offering to be a witness to some people taking sannyas, it
is because, right now, they cannot connect with God directly.
And I ask them to be on their own and not to disturb me any longer
when they become directly connected with the supreme. I don't
want unnecessary troubles, I have no axe to grind. It is great
if you can relate with existence on your own; nothing is greater
than this. Then the question of someone being a witness does not
arise. And it is of the highest. krishn22
You ask: What is the meaning of wearing orange clothes as a sannyasin?
It is true that wearing a particular kind of clothes does not
make one a sannyasin, but it is also true that sannyasins do wear
some particular kind of clothes. Clothes don't make for sannyas,
but that does not mean that a sannyasin cannot have his own clothes.
He can. Clothes are not that important, but they are not that
unimportant either.
What clothes you wear has meaning. And why you wear clothes has
meaning too. Someone wears loose clothes and someone else prefers
tight ones. There is not much of a difference between loose and
tight clothes, but it does say something about the mental makeup
of the people who wear them. Why does someone choose loose garments
for himself while another chooses tight ones? If a person is quiet
and peaceful he will go in for loose clothing, he won't like tight
ones. On the other hand, tight clothing is preferred by one who
is disturbed, hot-tempered and sexual. Loose clothes are not good
for fighting. That is why soldiers all over the world have tight-fitting
outfits; they cannot be given loose uniforms. The job of a soldier
is such that he needs to be tight and smart. His clothes really
should be so tight that he is always ready for action, that he
feels he can jump out of his body whenever he is required to do
so. But a monk, a meditator, a sannyasin, needs loose and light
clothes.
Orange clothes have their own utility. Not that one cannot be
a sannyasin without being in an ochre robe, but the ochre robe
does have its due place in sannyas.
And those who discovered it, after long search and experiment,
had a good many reasons to commend the ochre color for sannyas.
We will come to know the significance of different colors if we
make some small experiments with them. Our difficulty is that
we never make such experiments. Take seven glass bottles of different
colors—there are seven colors in all—and fill them
with water from the same river and leave them for a while under
the sun. You will be amazed to find that the colors of the glass
have affected the quality of the water, each in its own way. There
are now seven kinds of water in those bottles. The water in the
yellow bottle will deteriorate in no time, while the water in
the red bottle will remain pure for a long time.
You can ask, "What does the color of a bottle do?" The
color of the glass affects the rays of the sun in its own particular
manner when they pass through it. While the yellow color accepts
a particular kind of ray, the red one accepts another kind, and
the water inside the bottles is affected by those rays in a big
way. The rays of the sun serve as food and nourishment for the
water….
Ochre is the color of the sunrise. When the sun is just emerging
on the eastern horizon, when the first light of dawn begins to
show itself, its color is exactly ochre. When you enter meditation,
the first light that you see is ochre, and the ultimate light
of meditation is blue. Meditation begins with ochre and ends with
blue; it reaches its peak with blue. Ochre is the index of the
beginning of meditation; a sannyasin encounters this color on
entering meditation. So in the course of the whole day the color
of his own clothes reminds him of meditation again and again.
An association is established between the two, clothes and meditation.
Ochre helps him in going into meditation, which is an integral
part of the life of a sannyasin….
If, while he is walking, eating or taking a bath, his clothes
repeatedly remind a sannyasin of the first color of the meditative
experience, then the ochre color has served a great purpose. It
is a kind of conditioning, a knot to remind him over and over
again that meditation is his way. But this does not mean that
one cannot be a sannyasin without the ochre robe. Sannyas is such
a lofty thing that it cannot be confined to garments. But garments
are not altogether useless; they are very meaningful.
I would like millions of people to be seen in ochre all over the
world. krishn22
You ask: Is there a special significance in wearing a mala given
by you?
You want to know about the mala and its meaning. Nothing in this
universe is meaningless. It is different if something loses its
meaning through long usage. Everything wears out and becomes dirty
after being in currency for a long time. The same has happened
with the mala. But it is meaningful.
There are one hundred and eight beads in a mala. Do you know what
this number stands for? There are one hundred and eight techniques
of meditation, ways of meditation, and this mala will be with
you to remind you of the hundred and eight possible paths to meditation.
And if you and I continue to be related I am going to acquaint
you with all the different techniques of meditation. The hundred
and eight beads of the mala represent all the techniques of meditation
there are.
And when a witness like me gives this mala to an initiate into
sannyas, he only tells him through this symbol that while he has
explained only one path to the unknown to him, there are really
many others, as many as one hundred and seven. So don't be in
a hurry to say that people who are on paths other than yours are
wrong. And always remember that there are countless paths, all
of which lead to the divine.
At the bottom of the mala hangs a large bead* which says that
whatever path you follow you will reach, because all paths lead
to the one, to the ultimate one. So all the beads, including the
large one, are symbolic and meaningful….
Whether it is a mala or a new name—there are many such things—they
are very meaningful for the journey of sannyas. krishn22
*Note: The following year this large bead is replaced by a locket
with Osho's photo.
You ask: Does the mala have healing powers?
No. For the sannyasins it can have thousands of meanings. For
a non-sannyasin, no meaning, because it is a question of your
love, your trust. Then anything can have healing power. If you
trust me, then just a glass of water from my hand will have the
healing power. It is not in the water, it is not in my hand. It
is in your trust.
So to a sannyasin the mala is certainly of many meanings. In sickness
he can have healing through it, just holding it. In fear, just
holding it and he will feel courage. In a moment of loneliness,
just holding it and he will not feel lonely, he will feel he is
with me. But it all depends on his trust, it has nothing to do
with the mala itself. The mala is only an excuse. last224
You ask: Is there a special significance in changing one's name?
Yes, it has significance, great significance. The change of name
has great significance for a sannyasin. It is an index, a symbol.
Everything in our life is symbolic. You have a name; you are identified
with this name. This name has become your symbol; it is identified
with your individuality. Your name has an association with everything
that you have been before yesterday. Changing the name of a sannyasin
means we disconnect him from his old identity, from his old associations.
We say to him, now you are not the same as you were before yesterday.
Now you are starting on a new journey with a new name, a new identity….
The change of name is helpful in breaking your old identity. With
the changed name you suddenly come to know that you are not the
same person now. Every time, while you are on the road, somebody
calls you by your new name, not by the old one, you will be startled
to learn that vou have ceased to have your old identity. Every
day your identification with your old life will wither; every
day a new man will come into being in his place. You will be reminded
again and again that you are now on a new journey. The change
of name is useful for this purpose. krishn22
You ask: Why do you call your male sannyasins 'Swami', and the
women sannyasins 'Ma'?
The path of the masculine is that of awareness, and awareness
brings you to a point where you become master of your own being.
That is the meaning of swami. The feminine path is that of love,
and love brings you to an ultimate point where you can mother
the whole existence. And that is the meaning of ma.
A woman in her ultimate flowering becomes a mothering energy…she
can mother the whole existence. She feels blessed, and she can
bless the whole existence. When a man arrives at the ultimate
point he does not become a father, he does not become a mother,
he simply becomes a master: master of his own being.
Love and awareness—these are two paths. And when I say masculine
I don't mean that all males are masculine, and when I say feminine
I don't mean that all females are feminine. There are women who
will have to pass through the path of awareness—I would
like to call them swamis too, but that would be a little more
confusing. As it is, it is already too crazy…so I resist
that temptation. But sometimes it comes to me that I see a woman
taking sannyas and I feel like calling her swami not ma. And then
sometimes a man comes, very effeminate, and looks more feminine
than any woman. melo06
Later in 1985 Osho commented:
Slowly slowly I started sorting out my people, and just to sort
them out I started initiating them into sannyas so that I could
recognize them and know who my people are. I started giving them
names so I could remember, because it is difficult for me to remember
all kinds of strange names from around the world. The real reason
was simply to have names that I could remember; otherwise it would
be impossible for me. Now, there are people from almost all the
countries, of all languages: it is impossible to remember their
names.
But when I give you a name it is a totally different matter. When
I give you a name, I give you a name for certain reasons, for
certain qualities that I see in you, for certain possibilities
that I see in you, for certain characteristics that are already
there—and all these become associated.
The name that I give is known to me, its meaning is known to me.
Its meaning and your lifestyle, pattern, potentiality, all become
associated. It becomes easier for me to remember you; otherwise
it is very difficult, almost impossible.
I have given you the red clothes for the simple reason so that
I can recognize you; all other excuses are just hogwash. Just
to give you good reasons—because people will be asking you
and you will have to give good reasons to them—I have been
trying to make a philosophy out of nothing. But the truth is simply
this, nothing more than this. misery21
The day I started initiating, my only fear was, "Will I
be able to someday change my followers into my friends?"
The night before, I could not sleep. Again and again I thought,
"How am I going to manage it? A follower is not supposed
to be a friend." I said to myself that night in Kulu Manali
in the Himalayas, "Don't be serious. You can manage anything,
although you don't know the abc of managerial science."
I recall a book by Bern, The Managerial Revolution. I read it,
not because the title contained the word 'revolution', but because
the title contained the word 'managerial'. Although I loved the
book, naturally I was disappointed because it was not what I was
looking for. I was never able to manage anything. So that night
in Kulu Manali I laughed. glimps23
My effort here is not to create disciples—that is just
the preface—but to create masters, as many masters as possible.
The world needs immensely, urgently, many people of awareness,
of love, of freedom, of sincerity. Only these people can create
a certain spiritual atmosphere that can prevent this world from
being destroyed by the suicidal forces—which are very powerful,
but not more powerful than love. books07
If you have a Master things are simple. He can hold your hand
when you are losing all track of your being. He can become your
support. If you love your Master that love will be the last link.
Every link disappears but that link remains. It disappears only
when you have attained your own perspective, your own clarity.
It is just like an umbilical cord. The child lives through the
mother in the womb for nine months and if you cut the umbilical
cord he will die He lives through it. That is the only link.
In exactly the same way, if you love the Master, a subtle silver
cord arises between you and the Master—a very invisible
phenomenon to others but very visible to the disciple. He can
almost touch it. You become joined together with your Master from
your navel. The Master is your mother, the Master is your womb.
And this umbilical cord, this invisible silver cord, remains nursing
you until you are ready and the pregnancy is ripe, until you are
ready to be reborn and you can breathe on your own.
The Master is a must. If you can find one you are fortunate. Then
he will interpret to you and the darkness will look like light,
the illness will look like a new well-being; the curse he will
transform into a blessing. In fact, it is a blessing but you interpret
it as a curse. He is not doing anything, he is simply showing
you what the case is. tao209
Old scriptures say that the master or the guru—the outer
guru—can be helpful only in finding the inner guru. That
is all. Once the outer guru has helped you to find the inner guru,
the function of the outer guru is no more.
You cannot reach to the truth through a master; you can reach
only to the inner master through a master—and then this
inner master will lead you to the truth. The outer master is just
a representative, a substitute. He has his inner guide and he
can feel your inner guide also, because they both exist on the
same wavelength—they both exist in the same tuning and the
same dimension. If I have found my inner guide, I can look into
you and feel your inner guide. And if I am really a guide to you,
all my guidance will be to lead you to your inner guide.
Once you are in contact with the inner guide, I am no longer needed.
Now you can move alone. So all that a guru can do is to push you
down from your head to your navel, from your reasoning to your
intuitive force, from your argumentative mind to your trusting
guide. And it is not like this only with human beings, it is so
with animals, with birds, with trees, with everything. The inner
guide exists, and many new phenomena have been discovered which
are mysteries. vbt77
A great deal of research has been conducted in the fields of
telepathy and clairvoyance, and they have yielded good results.
Without the help of any technical aids, I can communicate with
a person who is thousands of miles away from here, which means
that astral communication, communication without the help of any
physical instruments is possible. krishn15
The name of my first sannyasin is Ma Anand Madhu—a woman
of course, because that's what I wanted. Nobody has initiated
women into sannyas like me. Not only that, I wanted to initiate
a woman as my first sannyasin, just to put things in balance and
in order.
Buddha hesitated before giving sannyas to women…even Buddha!
Only that thing in his life hurts me like a thorn, and nothing
else. Buddha hesitating…why? He was afraid that women sannyasins
would distract his followers. What nonsense! A buddha and afraid
of business! Let those fools be distracted if they want to be!
Mahavira said that nobody in a woman's body could attain to nirvana,
the ultimate liberation. I have to repent for all these men. Mohammed
never allowed any woman into the mosque. Even now women are not
allowed into the mosque; even in the synagogue women sit in the
gallery, not with the men….
I have to apologize for Mohammed, for Moses, for Mahavira, for
Buddha, and for Jesus too, because he didn't choose a single woman
as one of his twelve apostles. Yet when he died on the cross the
twelve fools were not there at all. Only three women stayed—Magdalena,
Mary and Magdalena's sister. But even these three women had not
been chosen by Jesus; they were not among the chosen few. The
chosen few had escaped. Great! They were trying to save their
own lives. In the hour when there was danger, only women came.
I have to apologize to the future for all these people; and my
first apology was to give sannyas to a woman. You will be amused
to know the full story….
The husband of Anand Madhu, of course, wanted to be initiated
first. It happened in the Himalayas; I was having a camp in Manali.
I refused the husband saying, "You can only be second, not
the first." He was so angry that he left the camp at that
very moment. Not only that, he became my enemy and joined Morarji
Desai.
Later on, when Morarji Desai was prime minister, this man tried
in every way to persuade him to imprison me. Of course Morarji
Desai does not have that kind of courage; one can't have if one
drinks one's own urine. He is an utter idiot!
Anand Madhu is still a sannyasin. She lives in the Himalayas,
silently, without speaking. Since then my effort has always been
to bring women to the front as much as possible. Sometimes I may
even look unfair to men. I'm not, I am just putting things in
order. After centuries of man's exploitation of women, it is not
an easy task. glimps03
When my mother came to be initiated by me, I touched her feet
because she proved to be a rare mother. To bow down to your own
son is really arduous and hard. It is almost impossible to touch
the feet of your own son—it needs great courage. It needs
great risk to drop all your ego. I touched her feet not because
she is my mother, I touched her feet because she dared! I touched
her feet for the reason…I was immensely happy. It is rare,
happens only once in a while. And I touched her feet also for
another thing: because after that she would not be my mother and
I would not be her son. The account has to be closed as beautifully
as possible.
It was a drastic step. She had always thought about me as her
son. Now, no more. Now she would be my disciple and I would be
her Master. Up to then she had been giving advice to me, she had
been directing me—"Do this and don't do that."
Now all that is not possible. Now I will be directing her, I will
be giving advice to her, I will be ordering her to do this or
that. The whole situation is going to be radically changed.
She risked.
I respected her courage, I respected her egolessness. And the
account has to be closed beautifully: this was the last time I
would be a son to her; it will remain in her consciousness forever.
Since that moment all the ties have been broken. It was the beginning
of a new relationship. I touched her feet not only because she
is my mother. I touched her feet because she dared, she dared
a lot. She dropped her ego. sands08
To be a mother is nothing special. Every woman is doing it and
all the animals are doing it. But to be a mother and yet to have
courage enough to listen to one's own son is something special
and rare and in that way my family is rare. My father was a disciple,
my mother, my all brothers, my uncles—my whole family.
It needs guts. They have taken a great step. last502
But as I left the university and I initiated the movement of
sannyas, a tremendous change happened. My initiation of the movement
of sannyas created trouble. None of my colleagues—teachers
who had been with me for years—would even come to see me.
Some were Hindus, some were Mohammedans, some were Jainas—and
I was a rebellious spirit. I belonged to nobody.
And the people who used to come to me—I was still teaching
the same meditation—started spreading opposition to me,
because now it was a question of their religion, their tradition,
their church. They did not even come to understand that I am doing
the same thing. Just because my people have started wearing red
clothes does not mean that my teaching has changed. I just wanted
to give an identity to my people so that they could be known all
over the world and they could be recognized everywhere.
But they stopped coming—not only teachers but even students
who had loved me. And then I saw that all our love and all our
respect, all our friendship is so shallow that if our tradition,
our convention, our old, ancient beliefs are in some way attacked,
all our love, all our friendship disappears.
You will be surprised: even the friend who had given me his bungalow
and had the marble temple made especially for me sent a message—he
could not face me himself—he sent a message from his manager
that because I did not belong to any ancient path, I should not
use his place for my meditation school…as if anything old
is bound to be gold. Most probably the older it is, the more rotten
it is.
I sent him a message, "I will leave your house and the temple,
and you can do whatsoever you want with it. But I am with the
sunrise; I am not with the sunset. And I want the whole world
to be with the new and not with the old."
Truth always moves with the fresh and the young and the innocent.
It dies with the knowledgeable, the scholarly, the clever, the
so-called wise—who are really otherwise. transm07
Sannyas is a decision, a resolution which brings results. It
is beneficial. People ask me what is going to happen by switching
to orange clothes. I say, "If you think nothing is going
to happen, then wear them for three months."
They say, "People will laugh at us."
I say, "Certainly that will happen. And if you can tolerate
their laughter for three months with a cool mind, much will happen
to you. Don't bother about the laughing of others…and it
triggers the beginning of many things."
People ask me, "What is going to happen by these external
changes? Please show us how inner transformation can happen."
I tell them, "You do not have the courage for even transformation
of the outer, and you dare to talk about inner transformation?
You begin to die, as it were, when only your clothes have to be
changed; it will be very difficult if I begin to change your skin.
And you talk of the inner?" But we are clever at deceiving
ourselves. And one who is deceiving himself can never become religious.
Remember, a person who deceives others may become religious, but
one who deceives himself can never become religious because then
there remains no way for transformation. finger15
Now in India particularly, where other religions have their sannyasins
in the same color, in the same robe, they are finding it difficult.
My sannyasins are moving hand in hand with their girlfriends,
and Indians are shocked. Sannyasins?
One of my sannyasins who lives near Bombay and commutes every
day to Bombay and back, took sannyas. After the second day or
third day he came and told me, "You will have to give sannyas
to my wife too."
I said, "Why?"
He said, "Why? People will kill me! Yesterday they caught
hold of me on the railway station and a crowd gathered. And they
said, `Whose wife is this? This sannyasin seems to be escaping
with somebody else's wife'—because sannyasins are not supposed
to have wives. I tried hard to explain to them that this is not
the old sannyas. They said, `There is only one sannyas, there
are not many sannyases. Don't try to deceive us. You have to come
with us to the police station.'"
He said, "I had to go to the police station. Fortunately
the inspector knew me, and he said, `She is his wife, and this
sannyas is absolutely non-serious. Don't be bothered about it.'"
So he said, "It would be good if you give her sannyas also
so no problem arises, because anywhere we can be caught. It was
good that I was caught at the station where I live, so the inspector
knew me."
I gave sannyas to his wife. Two, three days afterwards, he was
again there with his wife. He said, "Now give sannyas to
my son, because yesterday in the train it became a trouble."
It is a well-known fact in India, and a certainty, that many people
go on stealing children from other people. Then they cripple them,
blind them, and make them beggars, and whatsoever they earn comes
to the man who is doing this business. Beggary in India is now
a very strange phenomenon. The blind man to whom you are giving
money will not get it—he will get only food enough to live.
All the money will go to the boss who is running the whole factory
where he creates crippled people.
"So the crowd," he said, "caught us both and they
said, `They are stealing somebody's child!' We tried hard to convince
them that it is our own child.
"They said, `Your child? Sannyasins have to be celibate.
We cannot believe it. In the first place, this is wrong, that
you are moving with a woman sannyasin. Woman sannyasins have to
move separately from man sannyasins. And not only are you moving
with a woman, you are moving with a child. This child is not yours.'"
He said, "It was so difficult. Just because the child was
not too small he said, `They are my father and mother and they
are not stealing anybody!' Because he spoke we were saved. But
please, give sannyas to him also, so there will be no problem
left."
I wanted the old idea of seriousness, which has dominated sannyas
for thousands of years, to be completely eradicated. And the meaning
that has been given to sannyas has to be completely changed—from
renouncing, it has to become rejoicing. dless25
A professor used to come to me—he was a professor in the
same university as I was, and he said, "I would like to be
a sannyasin"—he was immensely impressed—"but
the only fear is that after becoming a sannyasin I cannot go to
the pub, and you know that I am addicted to alcohol. Wearing the
robe of the sannyasin it will look very weird and other drunks
will start laughing."
I said, "There is no harm. Drink anyway. Become a sannyasin
and give it a try."
He became a sannyasin and the second day he came—"You
have put me in trouble. I was thinking there is only one trouble,
the pub; there are many. My wife now touches my feet! She says,
`You are so spiritual!' Now I cannot relate with her in any other
way, except by giving her a blessing."
He was very angry, he said, "You! You must have known and
still you did it to me—and I have been your friend for so
long. Last night in the dark I sneaked towards the pub, hoping
that everybody must have left by this time, but the bartender
was there. He immediately fell on the ground, touched my feet
and he said, `What a great transformation!' Now I feel like killing
you!"
I said, "It is strange…You asked for sannyas. It certainly
brings troubles, but if you can be a little patient it will also
bring blessings, ecstasies, which are far more important than
the wife or the pub or your friends."
He said, "I have to be patient because I cannot go backward;
that would be very humiliating." livzen10
It happened once that a great political leader came to attend
one of my camps in Mahabaleshwar. He was known in India as the
father of the Indian parliament because he remained an MP for
fifty years. The first day he watched. By the evening he came
to me and he said "Everything is okay, but a few things offend
me—I have seen four of your sannyasins playing cards. How
can a sannyasin play cards? What kind of sannyas is this?"
He was really offended, and I can understand his discomfort,
his uneasiness. Sannyasins are not expected to be playful; they
have to be serious, they have to be long-faces. They are not expected
to laugh, they are certainly not expected to play cards. And when
I said, "But what is wrong in it? If they are enjoying playing
cards, it is perfectly right, it is meditative", he immediately
left the camp. He became so angry; he could not conceive of card-playing
as meditation. And all meditation is nothing but card-playing.
Meditation means playfulness, meditation is not a serious phenomenon.
But he had come seriously—he was getting very old, he was
seventy-five and death was coming near, and he wanted to have
some security beyond death. He had lived a very very successful
life here, now he wanted to succeed in the other life; he could
not afford to be playful. Time is short, and time is money; time
is fleeting fast. He had come there to learn some way how to have
a successful life in the other world. He could not understand
that the other world is not a separate world; the other world
is intrinsic in this world. It becomes available to non-serious
minds. sunris07
With me Krishnamurti is really cross, particularly because of
my sannyasins. Wherever he goes, anywhere in the world, they are
sitting in the front row. And the moment he sees their red clothes
and the mala, he freaks out. Then he forgets on what subject he
was going to speak. Then he starts speaking against me, against
sannyas, against the rosary, against disciplehood and against
Masters.
In Bombay I have many sannyasins and they used to ask me what
to do. I said, "Just go and sit in front. There is nothing
you have to do, just smile and enjoy it." And the more they
enjoyed it, the more he would beat his head; he would just go
out of his senses. He would forget all awareness. He would act
just like a bull does when you wave a red handkerchief or a red
umbrella or a red flag: the bull becomes mad. I think Krishnamurti
must have been a bull in his last life. ignor27
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