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Part XI : Epilogue 1990 onwards : Osho gives
advice to sannyasins who will miss him
All your so-called religious leaders have been promising—after
your death, after two hundred or two thousand years they will
be coming back. And none of them has shown up. It is enough proof
that those people were lying. But you go on waiting for them.
You are simply wasting your time, your life. I cannot do that.
I cannot promise you anything.
I trust in the moment, in the present.
For me there is no tomorrow.
For me there is no future.
And I want you to understand that existence is always now and
here. If you want to live it authentically, intensely, then be
now and here. Use this moment to its totality. Squeeze the whole
juice out of it. Don't wait for the next moment, because who knows
about the next moment. And you are waiting for centuries, for
thousands of years. This is simply wasting the great opportunity
that existence has given to you.
Life is a school. You have to learn something. Don't postpone
it till tomorrow—tomorrow may never come. Use this moment
to learn. And the only thing life wants you to learn is to know
yourself, to be yourself. Then whatever comes, you will be joyful.
Whatever happens, you will find ecstasy in it. Don't think in
terms of the future; the future is nonexistential. Only the present
is.
My whole approach is rooted in the present. Hence I don't have
anything to promise you. You have to learn to live now, this very
moment, as totally, as intensely as possible. Burn your life torch
from both the ends together. That very intensity will make you
afire, aflame. And to be aflame with the intensity of life is
to know what godliness is, is to know what religion is, is to
know all that spirituality has in it, the whole mystery. There
is nothing more to it. sword16
Does a Master's responsibility towards his disciples cease upon
the physical death of the Master?
Even while he was alive he was not burdened by any responsibility.
But the disciple's mind always creates such kinds of bondages.
The disciple would like the Master to be responsible so that the
Master becomes answerable, so that the disciple can claim. 'If
I am not redeemed yet you are responsible!' This is a trick of
the disciple to protect himself and to throw the responsibility
on the Master's head. And then you can go on living the way you
want to live, because what else can you do? You have accepted
Jesus as your Master, now it is his responsibility.
This is not the way to become free. This is not the way towards
nirvana or moksha. This is not the way towards liberation. You
are playing tricks even with your Master. And the disciple would
like that the Master remain in a kind of contract—even when
he is dead he has to look after you. And what have you done? What
have you done on your part? You have not done anything. In fact,
you are trying to do everything to hinder, to obstruct. You are
clinging to the prison, and the responsibility is the Master's.
Don't befool yourself.
The question is from Chintana. She has been a nun and that mind
goes on lingering around her. Christians have done that. Millions
of Christians are thinking in their minds that they can do all
kinds of things, whatsoever they want, and finally Jesus is going
to redeem them. On the Day of Judgement he will he standing there,
and he will call to all his Christians 'These are my children.
Come and stand behind me.' And all the Christians will be standing
behind Christ, and will enter into heaven with flying flags. And
all others will go into hell…obviously. Those who are not
with Christ—they will go to hell.
And that is the idea of everybody. The Mohammedan thinks the same:
that only those who are Mohammedans will be saved—the prophet
will come and save them. These are stupid ideas. If you go on
living the way you are living, nobody can save you—no Jesus,
no Mohammed.
You will have to change your quality of life, you will have to
change your vision, and then you are saved. You can learn the
art of changing your vision from Jesus, from Mohammed, from Krishna,
from Buddha; from any source you can learn how to change your
vision. But you will have to learn the art and you will have to
practise the art. Nobody else is going to transform you—nobody
can do that. And that is beautiful that nobody can do it. If it
were possible for somebody to transform your being, then you would
have been a thing, not a person. Then you wouldn't have any soul.
That is the difference: A thing can be made. You can make furniture
out of wood, you can make a statue out of stone, but you cannot
make a soul out of a man. You cannot create enlightenment out
of a man. If somebody from the outside can do it, that will be
very very insulting; it will be below human dignity. And what
kind of freedom will it be which has been created by somebody
else? If that somebody else changes his mind, then he can create
your slavery again. It won't be much of a freedom.
Freedom is freedom only when you have attained it!
So the first thing to be understood is: Learn from Jesus, learn
from me, learn from any other source that appeals to you. But
remember, you are responsible for your life, nobody else is responsible.
And don't go on befooling and kidding yourself. Don't go on believing
in such beautiful dreams and consolations. isay108
Just look silently and deeply and you will find your master everywhere.
The whole existence will become suffused with your master. And
of course the moment a master dies, he makes the whole existence
sacred for his disciples. In the stones they will touch him, in
the flowers they will see his colors, in the rainbows they will
see his beauty. A disciple becomes so deeply immersed in the consciousness
of the master, that when the master's consciousness spreads all
over existence, the disciple at least can see it. That's why in
Zen when a master dies the disciples dance; they make a ceremony
of it, because their master is freed from all boundaries of body
and mind. This freedom of their master is an indication of their
own freedom. This freedom has to be respected, recognized, through
their ceremony, through their songs and dances. bolt09
Even if I leave the body I am not going to leave my sannyasins.
I will be as much available as I am right now. But the only thing
to remember is—are you available to me?
I am available to you, and I will remain as available forever.
If you are available to me then there is no need to be afraid,
then a link exists. And with my sannyasins I am individually linked.
It is not a question that you belong to an organization, it is
not an organization at all. It is a personal relationship, it
is a love affair.
If you are open to me, even if this body disappears, it is not
going to make any difference. I will be available to you. trans106
The question is not of the master's life and death, the question
basically is of your response. So don't be worried about when
I am gone. Those who are missing me now will be missing me then
too—no loss. Those who are living my message now, they will
go on living it. And if they go on living it, they cannot help
but spread it. I am not depending on books—all the religions
have depended on books—I am depending on you!
George Gurdjieff used to say—very sadly, of course—that
if even two hundred people are enlightened, they can make the
whole world full of light, full of life. Just two hundred people
can transform the whole character of humanity. He could not manage
it, but what he said is true.
I am going to manage it! I will not leave you unless I have made
enough people enlightened so that they can make the whole world
afire, alive. I am depending on you, not on any books. Those books
may be helpful in some way to bring people to you, but my word
will be throbbing in your heart; only then can you help anybody
who comes to you.
And it is so simple. I have more than half a million sannyasins
in the world, and more than one million people who are just on
the borderline—a little push and they will be sannyasins.
One million more who are lovers but cannot drop their camelhood….
On this big a scale, a worldwide scale, nobody has worked before.
Gautam Buddha remained confined to the small state of Bihar in
India—not even the whole of India. India has thirty states;
Buddha remained confined to one space, one state. He did great
work, but it was impossible to transform the whole quality of
consciousness on the earth. The same is true about Jesus, Moses—anybody
who has been trying.
For a simple reason I have been able to contact millions of people
around the world: I am not confined to any tradition. I am not
burdened by the past, I am completely weightless. So anybody who
is burdened—and who is not burdened?—becomes interested
in me, particularly the young people who are fed up with all the
nonsense that is being taught in the churches and the synagogues,
in the temples, in the mosques….
They are trying hard, but it is just foolishness. They cannot
catch hold of the new spirit of man.
I don't give you any tradition.
I don't give you any scripture.
I don't give you any discipline.
Those are all non-essentials. I simply concentrate my whole work
on making you more conscious. Consciousness is the key to transform
the whole of humanity.
And yes, Gurdjieff is right: if even two hundred people are aflame,
enlightened, the whole world will become enlightened, because
these two hundred torches can give fire to millions of people.
Those people are also carrying torches, but without any fire.
They have everything, just the fire is missing. And when fire
passes from one torch to another, the first torch is not losing
anything at all.
The enlightened consciousness is an infinite reservoir: it can
give to you and yet it remains the same. Its quantity does not
decrease, because it is not a question of quantity at all; it
is a question of quality. Qualities can be shared without losing
anything.
You can love as many people as you want—that does not mean
one day you will go bankrupt, and you will have to declare, "Now
I have no love." You cannot go bankrupt as far as love is
concerned. Yes, you can go bankrupt as far as money is concerned.
Money is a quantity; love is a quality. What to say of enlightened
consciousness? It is the highest quality possible; there is nothing
higher than that.
Don't be afraid, worried that if I am gone, then what will happen
to my words. I will not be gone before I have sown the seeds of
those words in you. They are not mine! They are nobody's. They
are coming out of existence itself—I am simply a vehicle.
You can become a vehicle. Everybody is capable of becoming a vehicle.
Hence, I am not depending on old strategies; they have all failed.
I am depending on living human beings.
And that is the only way to save humanity without becoming a savior,
to save humanity without creating in them greed for heaven and
fear of hell. The only way to save humanity is to give them some
taste of what it means to be enlightened, a little fragrance,
so they can feel the invisible.
And I am absolutely certain, utterly happy, that I have got the
right people: people who are going to be my books, my temples,
my synagogues. This is the reason I call this the first religion,
because it depends on living human beings, not on dead holy scriptures,
traditions, beliefs.
I am giving you the taste of my being, and preparing you to do
the same, on your part, to others. It all depends on you, whether
my words will remain living or will die. As far as I am concerned,
I do not care.
While I am here, I am pouring myself into you. And I am grateful
that you are allowing it to happen. Who bothers about the future?
There is nobody in me who can care about the future. If existence
can find me as a vehicle, I can remain assured that it can find
thousands of people to be its vehicle.
I am simply giving you a little opportunity to become vehicles
of the whole. false16
I have been asked again and again, "What about the future?
What will happen to sannyasins, their children, when you are gone?
You should write the discipline, the code, the morals; you should
give them the ideals."
But I will be dead—and I am against the dead ruling the
living. The living should find their own life, their own discipline,
their own morals. And they will be living in a different time,
in a different age, in a different atmosphere. Nobody should look
backwards, and nobody should try to control even those who are
not born.
Just live your life with as much joy and celebration, as a gift
of God. Dance with the trees in the sun, in the rain, in the wind.
Neither do the trees have any scriptures, nor do the animals have
any scriptures; neither do the stars have any scriptures, nor
do they have any saints. Except man, nobody is obsessed with the
dead. This obsession I call one of the greatest mistakes which
has been committed over thousands of years. It is time it should
be stopped completely.
For each new generation, leave the space open to search, to find
the truth, because finding the truth is less blissful than searching
for it. The pilgrimage is the real thing, not the reaching to
the temple. mess202
My approach to your growth is basically to make you independent
of me. Any kind of dependence is a slavery, and the spiritual
dependence is the worst slavery of all.
I have been making every effort to make you aware of your individuality,
your freedom, your absolute capacity to grow without any help
from anybody. Your growth is something intrinsic to your being.
It does not come from outside; it is not an imposition, it is
an unfolding.
All the meditation techniques that I have given to you are not
dependent on me—my presence or absence will not make any
difference—they are dependent on you. It is not my presence,
but your presence that is needed for them to work.
It is not my being here but your being here, your being in the
present, your being alert and aware that is going to help. enligh11
What to do when you die? Stay together and run the risk that
the movement will turn into a stale sort of religion, or dissolve
and be open for the call of another living Master?
If you have heard me there is no need to worry. If you have not
heard me then there is every need to escape from here. Then I
am not for you.
But think of this moment. Don't be worried about the future—that
is none of your concern.
The second thing: each religion becomes a Church by and by. It
has to, by the very nature of things. While the Master is alive
it is one thing; when the Master has gone it is quite another.
But for those who loved the Master, the Master is always there.
For the people who loved Raman Maharshi, the Master is there.
They still have the same feeling, when they go to Arunachal, his
place, his mountain, and when they sit near his samadhi, it still
has the same fragrance, the same freshness, the same presence,
the same radiance. And Raman still answers and Raman still instructs
and Raman still comes into their dreams, into their visions. For
them there is no need to go anywhere; they have found their Master.
There are others also who go to Raman's place—but he is
no longer present there. They think that he is dead, they know
that he is dead. It is only a graveyard now, an old temple, relics.
They cling to the sect. They still cherish the idea that they
are followers of Raman. They are the dead people. It is good if
they find some new Master—because with the old they missed.
They should find a new Master.
So I cannot make a categorical statement about what you are to
do when I am gone. For those who have contacted me I will never
be gone and for those who have not contacted me I am already gone.
They should leave right now. They should not wait for my death.
Yes, after death they have to leave—but I am saying they
should leave right now. Don't waste your time.
It depends on you whether my religion will remain alive or not
when I am gone. It depends on you. To a few it will be dead…to
them it is dead now. To a few it will remain alive…to them
it is alive now and it will be alive forever. So each one has
to decide for himself. If when I am gone you feel that I am there
to help you, I will be there to help you. If you feel I am no
longer there to help you, naturally you have to choose another
Master.
And I am saying that you have to choose right now. Why wait for
that moment? I may not die so soon. People like me are unpredictable.
I may die tomorrow or I may not die so soon. So don't depend on
that. You just listen to your own heart. If your heart is growing
with me, blooming, new foliage is coming, new buds are opening,
then I am your Master. If it is not happening, then seek and search
somewhere else with all my blessings. sufis116
Soon I will not be here either. And remember, I would like to
remind my disciples especially: if you really love me, when I
am gone I will direct you to people who will be still alive. So
don't be afraid of that. If I send you to Tibet or if I send you
to China or if I send you to Japan or to Iran—go. And don't
say that because you belong to me you cannot belong to another
real Master. Just look in the eyes and you will find my eyes again.
The body will not be the same but the eyes will be the same.
If your journey is not complete with me while I am here, if something
is still to be done, completed, then don't be afraid. By dropping
me you will not be betraying me. In fact, by not dropping me and
by not following the real, the alive Master, you will be betraying
me. Keep it in mind. sufis103
I am with you, but there are a few people who pretend they are
my mediums. And they tell people that, whatsoever they are saying,
I am speaking through them. I am fully alive—I can speak
on my own! Wait a little. Let me die, then you can do your business.
You will do it, but not now.
But I can forgive these people because they earn a little money
and they exploit a few people. I cannot understand the people
who become victims of these persons. They can't see the point.
I am here: what is the need of somebody to function as a medium,
to tell them what I want to tell them? I will tell you myself.
Am I not telling you enough? Do you want more? Year in and year
out I go on speaking to you every day.
But there are a few people…they don't come to listen, they
don't come here. They avoid the commune, but they go on sitting
in the Blue Diamond,* and a few foolish people go on meeting them
there. And they roll up their eyes and they pretend to go in a
trance, and then they start talking nonsense. The more nonsense
it is, the more philosophical it seems, the more metaphysical
it seems. And they always get a few people to listen to them,
to follow them. It is a strange phenomenon, but somehow the pseudo
has an appeal. dh0905
*Note:the Blue Diamond: a nearby 5-star hotel
I am trying to help them to be masters of themselves. I am just
a catalytic agent. I am master of myself, so I know how one becomes
a master of oneself. I am simply sharing my experience with these
people. They are not my followers, they are my fellow travelers.
And they are absolutely free to do anything they want. No restrictions,
no inhibitions, no repressions.
What can they do? The moment I am gone, they will also go on their
way separately, because their connection with me is direct. They
are not interconnected like Christians or Hindus or Mohammedans.
They are connected to me directly. Each sannyasin has a direct
communication line with me. The moment I am gone, his last barrier
is also finished. Other barriers I had finished before—now
the last barrier, the love towards me, is also finished.
He is now totally free. Utterly free—to be himself. last121
Once you are ready, you will be thrown into the open sky. A Master's
house is just a training place where you get ready, but it is
not the final home. It is where you get ready, and then the Master
throws you into the sky because there is the final home, in total
freedom—in moksha. A Master is helpful just on the way.
Before the temple of the Divine, he will suddenly leave you. Before
the temple of the Divine, he will push you in, and if you look
back you will not find him any more, he will not be there—because
with the Divine you have to be alone. The work of the Master is
completed. until04
What do you foresee as the future of your sannyas movement? Do
you see it as prospering, even when you're not here?
Sannyas movement is not mine. It is not yours. It was here when
I was not here. It will be here when I will not be here. Sannyas
movement simply means the movement of the seekers of truth. They
have always been here.
Of course, they have been always tortured by the ignorant masses:
killed, murdered, crucified, or worshipped. Remember: it is the
same whether you crucify or you worship. Both are the ways how
to get rid of those people. One is crucifixion, another is worship.
Worship is more cultured. We say you are an incarnation of God,
we will worship you. But we will not do what you say. How can
we do? We are ordinary human beings. You were extraordinary—either
you were a prophet sent by God, or a messenger, or the only begotten
son of God, or you were a reincarnation of God—you could
do miracles. We have created all kinds of miracles, only for one
reason. To create a distance between us and the people who have
been seeking the truth and the people who have ultimately found
the truth. We were not ready to go with them. There were only
two ways: either to kill them, destroy them, so we can forget
them and forgive them. They were a disturbing element, a nuisance.
We were asleep and having such beautiful dreams and a Gautam Buddha
comes and starts shaking you and tells, "Wake up!" Naturally
you get angry.
There have always been a line of seekers of truth… I call
it sannyas. It is eternal. It is sanatan. It has nothing to do
with me. Millions of people have contributed to it. I have also
contributed my own share. It will go on becoming more and more
richer. When I am gone there will be more and more people coming
and making it richer. The old sannyas was serious. I have contributed
to it a sense of humor. The old sannyas was sad. I have contributed
to it singing, dancing, laughing… I have made it more human.
The old sannyas was somehow life-negative. I have made it life-affirmative.
But it is the same sannyas. It is the same search. I have made
it more rich. I have made it more grounded in the world because
my whole teaching is `be in the world, but don't be of the world.'
There is no need to renounce the world. Only cowards renounce
it.
Live in the world, experience it. It is a school. You cannot grow
in the Himalayas. You can only grow in the world. Each step is
an examination. Each step you are passing through a test. Life
is an opportunity.
I will be gone. That does not mean that the sannyas movement will
be gone. It does not belong to anybody. Just as science does not
belong to Albert Einstein. Why the search for truth should belong
to somebody? To Gautam Buddha? To J Krishnamurti? Or to me? Or
to you?
Just as science goes on growing and every scientific genius goes
on contributing to it and the Ganges goes on becoming bigger and
wider—oceanic; in the same way the inner world needs a science.
The objective world has a science. The inner world needs a science
and I call sannyas the science of the inner world. It has been
growing but because it goes against humanities attachments, ignorance,
superstitions, so-called religions, churches, priests, popes,
shankaracharyas… these are the enemies of the inner search
because the inner search needs no organization.
Sannyas movement is not an organization: that is why I call it
`movement'. It is individual. People join. I had started alone
and then people started coming and joining me and slowly, slowly
the caravan became bigger and bigger. But it is not an organization.
I am nobody's leader. Nobody has to follow me. I am grateful that
you have allowed me to share my bliss, my love, my ecstasy. I
am grateful to you. Nobody is my follower, nobody is lower. There
is no hierarchy. It is not a religion. It is pure religiousness.
The very essence. Not a flower, but only a fragrance. You cannot
catch hold of it.
You can have the experience of it, you can be surrounded by the
perfume, but you cannot catch hold of it.
Religions are like dead flowers you can find in Bibles, in Gitas…
When they were put in the Bible they were living, they were fragrant,
but now it is only a corpse. All holy books are corpses, dead
flowers and nothing else.
Truth, the living truth, has to be discovered by each individual
by himself. Nobody can give it to you. Yes, somebody who has achieved
it can transpire a thirst in you, a tremendous desire for it.
I cannot give you the truth, but I can give you the desire for
it. I cannot give you the truth, but I can show you the moon…
please don't get attached to my finger which is indicating the
moon. This finger will disappear. The moon will remain and the
search will continue.
As long as there is a single human being on the earth the flowers
of sannyas will go on blossoming. last614
Existence knows only one tense—the present. It neither
knows the past, because it is no more, nor does it know the future,
because it is not yet. But the mind is always concerned either
with the past or with the future, never with the present. Do you
see?
Existence is only in the present. Mind is never in the present.
In fact, the moment you are in the present, there is no mind in
you, there is great silence. The whole sky of your inner being
is without thoughts, without clouds. I call this the state of
no-mind.
Only in this state of no-mind do you meet existence. And that
meeting is the ultimate ecstasy. Once you have tasted it, you
will never bother about the future. You know how to live in the
present, so in the future also—it will be coming as the
present, it will not come as the future—you will know the
art.
And it is not that my presence is making people happy here; it
is their own presence. Certainly they have learned the art of
being in the present, but now they are absolutely independent
of me. They are not my followers, I am nobody's leader—I
hate such words!
To me, the most beautiful word in the human language is "friend."
And the most beautiful experience in life is that of being friendly
with someone who is authentically herenow. Because to be friendly
with him, you will have to be here and now; otherwise, you cannot
shake hands with the man, you cannot converse with the man, you
cannot be with the man. The distance between you and him will
be unbridgeable.
But once you have tasted the beauty, the benediction of the
present moment, its eternity, its deathlessness, you simply forget
all about the past, all about the future. You have the master
key. Whatever door comes before you, you will be able to unlock
it….
To me, unless you feel full of joy, bursting with happiness, you
will not be able to have that great quality of gratitude towards
existence.
That quality is authentic religiousness.
So rather than thinking about the future, about what will happen
to this commune, think about your present. This time, just be
here and don't go anywhere. Enjoy risking—it is great excitement—risking
all for nothing, because we have nothing to offer to you except
what you already have. bond35
A mystery school comes into existence with a master,
and disappears.
And that's how it should be.
In nature, in existence,
everything that is real….
A roseflower opens itself in the morning and
by the evening it is gone. upan01
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