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Part V : Osho's interaction with the Poor and the Law
I would like India to understand me, but it is almost impossible.
For thirty years I have been moving in India like a whirlwind,
destroying my health, trying to tell people, "It is you who
are responsible for your poverty." And they were throwing
shoes at me, stones at me; I was poisoned twice. Attempts on my
life were made.
Still I want that one day they should awake. But there is not
much possibility. dless13
I became completely fed up with these idiots who don't understand
and are not ready even for a dialogue. I had challenged all the
Hindu leaders, Buddhist leaders, Jaina leaders, that I want an
open dialogue. But nobody is ready to discuss because they know
what they are saying is simply illogical, it is meaningless. And
they are going to create a country of poor people. Right now,
fifty percent of Indians are ready to become another Ethiopia
any day.
But I don't feel responsible because for thirty years I have
been talking to these people, talking to their leaders, talking
to their religious leaders.
Indira Gandhi was in touch with me and she was convinced of whatever
I was saying, and she told me, "You are right, but we cannot
do anything because if we do anything then the Hindu votes are
gone out of our hands, Mohammedan votes are gone out of hands,
Christian votes are gone out of our hands. I will be finished."
She asked me, "Do you want me to be finished?"
I said, "If I was in your place, either I would do something
or I would simply resign, because there is no point - if I cannot
do what is right, then what is the need for me to remain as prime
minister of the country? Then allow somebody else who can do something."…
I told Indira, "You give me all the power, you simply retire.
Within ten years I can change this whole country." But who
wants to give up power? last205
I was in India, and I spoke on every problem that that country
is facing - and more or less every country is facing. But
no politician was ready to listen, for the simple reason that
whatever I was saying was against their vested interest. No religious
leader was ready to listen. It went against their profession,
their business….
No politician had the guts even to have contact with me, because
if the public knew that the prime minister or the president had
some connection with me, it would have been dangerous to his political
future.
They knew what I was saying was true, and if they had listened
to me, the country would not have been facing all the kinds of
evil that it is facing today.
What are the problems in India in particular? They are the problems
of the whole world in general.
Fifty percent of India's population is just starving. Soon India
will be a bigger Ethiopia - Ethiopia is a small country. Fifty
percent of Indians means four hundred million people. And if fifty
percent of the country is dying, the remaining fifty percent cannot
live in the country of the dead. There is every possibility they
will revolt, every possibility they will turn communist - every
possibility.
When a person has nothing to lose, he can do anything, commit
any crime. And when fifty percent of the country is dying, it
will not leave others to live in peace, in comfort.
For thirty years I have been saying that abortions should be legal.
But it was against religions, so every religious person was against
me, saying I am teaching things which go against religions. Now
they should ask their religions to provide food, shelter, clothes,
employment, for fifty percent of the people of the country. They
should catch hold of their religious leaders!
I was continuously telling people to use birth control methods.
But the politicians and the religious leaders were both condemning
me, saying that I was trying to destroy the morality of the country,
that if people start using the pill, the morality of the country
will be destroyed, because India is a very strictly monogamous
country….
There are still people in India today who have sixteen children,
eighteen children. From the very moment the girl becomes capable
of being pregnant - her whole life until menopause - she
goes on reproducing. She is just a productive machine. Naturally,
she cannot have any individuality of her own. Her whole time is
taken up either by pregnancy or by bringing up children. And before
one child is even six month old, she is again pregnant. Women
have been treated like cattle.
These are simple facts, not much intelligence is needed to understand.
But nobody was ready to listen; they were more interested in their
morality….
Of course whatever I was saying was going against them. But if
they had heard me, the country would not have been in such a state,
because when I started speaking the population of the country
was half what it is now. And still they are continuously producing
children….
They were all against me. You will be surprised - the politicians
were telling people that I was too young, I didn't understand
the complexities of morality, religion, spirituality. One of the
topmost political leaders was Kaka Kalelkar - he was ninety
years old. He condemned me because I was too young.
I asked him in a public meeting, and gave him an open challenge:
"I am ready to discuss the problems before the masses, from
the same platform, and if my being young makes my argument wrong,
then your being senile makes your argument wrong. But arguments
are not to be decided by the age of the person. Arguments have
to be decided by the counter-arguments. I am saying that the country
is growing so fast that soon you will all be beggars. You give
the alternative!"
In fact, I told him that if he had any sense of dignity, now was
the time he should commit suicide, "Because what is the need?
And what are you doing? Unnecessarily, a ninety-year-old man…"
All his colleagues were dead, all his contemporaries were dead,
his children were old, the eldest was seventy. "So what are
you doing here except becoming an unnecessary burden, continuously
sick, continuously in bed? And still you won't leave, you won't
create some space for a new person to take over."
That was even more shocking to these presidents and prime ministers
of India. I was saying two things: birth control - but that
is only half the story. The second is death control, which nobody
in the whole world has been talking about, because that is the
logical end. If you stop people from being born, that is one part
of reducing the population. The second part should be that those
who are too old, a burden to themselves, a burden to others, and
who are simply suffering - relieve them. And there is no need
for them to jump into the ocean, or to hang themselves from a
tree.
The government should provide facilities in every hospital so
that these people can come and you can give them a peaceful death - just
an injection which takes them into deeper and deeper sleep, into
eternity. And make at least their death beautiful - you could
not make their life beautiful. Life is a long affair; to make
a person's life for ninety years a beautiful phenomenon is difficult.
But death comes within seconds. So at least for twenty-four hours,
let him do whatever he always wanted to do. Let him enjoy everything
that he wanted to enjoy. And for twenty-four hours before his
death let him learn how to be silent, how to relax, so that death
does not come only as death, but also comes as a deep meditation.
So not only will we be helping the population to be reduced, we
will be helping old people to die with dignity, with smiles on
their faces, and with a deep serenity within them which will change
their whole future course of consciousness.
But naturally they all were against me, saying that I am preaching
suicide, that I am talking against the law.
The medical profession was against me, because the doctors have
been given an idea hundreds of years old. Hippocrates has created
the oath for the doctor. And every doctor - even today, when
he passes the examination - has to take the oath that he will
always serve life, that he will try in every way to prevent a
person dying. That oath is now stupid. But Hippocrates is far
more important to them than the whole humanity on the verge of
death. The oath should be that a doctor should help the person
to live beautifully, and to die beautifully. Life and death should
not be separated as enemies; they are one phenomenon. The oath
is half. The full oath should be that a physician should serve
the man in life and death both. The best he can do for life he
will do. The best he can do for death he will do.
But no doctor - I was speaking in medical clubs, medical colleges,
universities - no doctor was ready to accept the idea because
of the fear that some doctor may take advantage of it and may
kill someone. I said to those people that if somebody wants to
take advantage, do you think Hippocrates can prevent him? His
oath can prevent him? He can still take advantage. The patient
knows nothing of what is being done to him, what medicine is being
given to him, what injections are being given to him. If the doctor
wants to take advantage, he can take it now; nobody can prevent
him. In fact, the oath protects him. But if you understand the
whole situation, he cannot kill a young man; otherwise he will
be behind bars. He can help a man to die only when the man has
given him his authority and the man's family has made its farewell
to the man. Taking advantage will be impossible.
But people are addicted to the past. India has been becoming poorer
and poorer and poorer; and poverty is the source of all evil….
Whatever I could do…I had no power, I could only persuade
people, convince people. But the people are so conditioned - they
hear, but they don't listen. Seeing the situation I simply dropped
the idea of transforming the Indian mind…. dless16
In India Mohammedans are the second biggest community after Hindus,
but they are very poor. I was continuously wondering what is the
reason that all the Mohammedans in the whole country…. And
India has the biggest number of Mohammedans than any country,
although it is not a Mohammedan country, but it has the biggest
number of Mohammedans than any other country. Why are they all
poor?
And as I looked into their scriptures, I found the reason. The
reason was that they have been prohibited by Prophet Mohammed
that: 'interest is a sin, so never give money on interest', one
thing; and 'Never take money on interest'. This is the reason
they are poor, because they cannot take money on interest and
they cannot give money on interest. And the whole economy functions
on interest. You take money from the bank on interest, you take
loan from the government on interest, but they cannot take it.
It is sin.
Now, a stupid idea keeps them poor. Am I responsible for it? Should
I go and serve them?
If they are hungry and poor, this is one reason.
The second reason, Mohammed has given them the opportunity that
they can marry four women. If one woman marries four men, that
will be very helpful in reducing the world population. One woman
can marry as many men as she wants, there is no harm. It will
not create more poverty because she can give only birth to one
child. How many husbands she has makes no difference.
But one man and four women is a dangerous thing. Now that man
can have four children every year. So Mohammedans are having more
children than anybody in India. Naturally, every man goes on dividing
his poverty into so many children, they all end up almost like
beggars. last320
Recently I was in Bihar. Thousands of famines have happened in
Bihar since the time of Buddha, but the people of Bihar have done
nothing. There is a lot of water underground in Bihar, but they
do not dig wells. Every year they are waiting for the famine and
begging for help to go on living. They do nothing! When the famine
comes, they accept it and beg. When there is famine, the leaders
of the whole country begin to ask for donations and help. When
the famine is over, nobody bothers. The same situation continues,
there will be no change. educa08
I have visited areas where people were so hungry - starving;
they had no food. I enquired, "You don't have any food, how
do you manage to sleep?" - because without food you cannot
sleep. In fact sleep is needed for one of the most basic reasons:
to digest food. So all other activity is dropped and your whole
energy goes into digestion. But when you don't have any food in
the stomach, sleep becomes difficult.
I have been fasting, so I know. Before the fasting day, the whole
night you go on tossing and turning, thinking of the next day
and the delicious foods. And when you are hungry anything looks
delicious. But you cannot sleep. I asked, "How do you manage
to sleep?"
They said, "We drink a lot of water to fill the belly, to
deceive the body, and then sleep comes." They know perfectly
well they are deceiving; water is not nourishment. The body is
asking for food, and they are giving water because only water
is available. But at least something is in the stomach, it is
not empty. dark09
I have known people who have gone to sleep tying a brick on their
stomach so they don't feel that their stomach is empty. Such poverty
exists in many parts of this country. Would these people have
become buddhas? - no. Enlightenment has nothing to do with
poverty, fasting, discipline, religious rituals.
There is only a single way to enlightenment and that is creating
more and more awareness about your acts, about your thoughts,
about your emotions. bodhi17
And in India, the people who have houses…you cannot conceive
what kind of houses they are. Those who have not, in a way their
position is clear. But those who have houses - they are not
worth calling houses at all. I have been traveling in villages…not
a single house will have a bathroom, not a single house will have
an outhouse, a latrine. No, you have to go out by the side of
the river or the tank, or wherever water is available you go there.
People are doing everything there - and people are drinking
the same water. I had to stop going into villages, it was so ugly,
so inhuman.
And what is a house in India? Just a shed which you would not
make even for a cow. They are living with their cows and their
bulls and their other animals in the same house. And the families
are joined, so in one house you may have thirty people, forty
people, with all the animals. Every house is Noah's ark. All the
species…and such a smell! So much stink that even thinking
of it I feel immensely sorry for people.
But that is not the case only in India, it is all over the third
world. In Africa, in China - it is all over the third world.
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I have been travelling in this country, I have been born in this
country; I know poor people. Sometimes when they come to me, they
come for some other reasons. They come: their son is not getting
employment, so, `Osho, bless.' They come because their wife is
ill; they come because somebody is not having a child, `So bless.'
They come for some other reasons, not for religious reasons. A
poor person cannot have religious reasons really; he is starving.
His problem is not religious, his problem is physical. Only a
rich person can have religious problems. Religion is a by-product
of affluence; it is a luxury. plove04
Machines can become a great liberation to man, but they have
to be used rightly. If you don't use them rightly they can be
dangerous; they can pollute all of nature, they can destroy the
whole balance - the ecology can be disturbed by them. But
if you use them consciously, meditatively, then all slavery can
disappear from the world, because machines can do the work that
man has been doing for ages. It can provide food, clothes, shelter.
Hence I am all for science, I am not against science. And I am
all for religion too, because I can see a possibility of a great
synthesis arising in the future. It has to arise now. If it does
not arise, then man is doomed and finished and man has no future,
no hope. The world can be made rich outwardly with technology
and science, and the inner world can be made rich by meditation,
by prayer, by love, by joy. We can create a new human being, fulfilled
both within and without. dh0605
I went to a meeting*. It was a meeting of the untouchables. The
very conception of an untouchable fills my heart with tears. On
reaching there also, I was very unhappy and sad. What is it that
man has done with man? And persons erecting uncrossable walls
between man and man are also called religious! What greater fall
of religion could be than this? And if this is religion, what
is irreligion? It appears that the dens of irreligion have stolen
the flags of religion; and the scriptures of satan have become
the scriptures of God.
Religion is not separatist. It should unite. Religion is not dualistic;
it is monistic. Religion lies not in erecting the walls but in
demolishing them. But the so-called religions have been creating
only divisions and erecting only walls. Their power has been active
only in breaking up and dividing men. Surely, this has not been
done without reason. In fact, without dividing man against man,
neither can there be unions nor can there be exploitation. If
manhood is similar and one, the main basis; of exploitation is
finished; for exploitation inequality is unavoidable. Sects and
castes are essential. For the same reason, religions in many forms
have been supporters of inequality, sects and castes. A sectless
and casteless society is automatically opposed to exploitation.
To accept equality of men is to discard exploitation.
Then, without creating differences between man and man there can
be no unions and religious sects. Division creates fear, jealousy
and hatred and finally enmity. Enmity gives birth to religious
sects; they are born of enmity and not friendship; not love, but
hatred is their foundation stone. Unions are formed out of fear
of enmity. Unions provide power. Power becomes strength for exploitation
and also realization of the thirst for authority. On expansion,
the same develops into a desire for monarchies. In the same way,
religions secretly become politics. Religion moves in front and
politics follows it. Religion remains only a cover and politics
becomes the life. In fact, where there is union, there are religious
sects, there then is no religion; there is only politics. Religion
is deep application; that is not a union. In the name of separate
religious unions, politics alone keeps on making moves. In the
absence of union there can be religion, but there cannot be religions
nor can there be worshippers, priests and their profession. God
has also been converted into a profession. Several interests have
got connected even with him. What can be more unseemly and irreligious
than that? But the power of propaganda is unlimited and by constant
propaganda even absolute untruths become truths. Then what wonder
if the worshippers and priests who are themselves victims of exploitation
should be supporters of the scheme of exploitation? Religions
have served as strong pillars for the scheme of social exploitation.
Having woven a net of imaginary principles, they have proved the
exploiters as religious people and the exploited as the sinners.
The exploited ones have been told that their suffering is the
result of their bad deeds. Truly, religions have given lot of
opium to the people.
An old untouchable asked me after everyone else: "Can I go
to the temples?"
I said: "To the temples? But what for? God himself never
goes to the temples of priests."
There is no other temple of God except Nature. All the rest of
temples and mosques are an invention of the priests. There is
not even a distant relation of these temples with God. God and
priests have never been on talking terms. Temple is the creation
of priests and priest is the creation of satan. They are disciples
of satan. For this very reason, their scriptures and religious
sects have been centres of putting man against man. They have
talked of love but have spread the poison of hatred. Even then
man is not beware of the priests; and whenever he thinks of God,
he gets involved with the priests. The basic reason for the thinking
of relations between man and God is only this. Priests have all
along been busy in murdering God. Excepting them, there is no
other murderer of God. If you have to choose God you cannot choose
the priest. Both of them cannot be worshipped at the same time.
As soon as the priest enters the temple, God goes out of it. In
order to establish relation with God, it is necessary to get rid
of the priest. That is the only obstacle between the devotee and
God. Love does not tolerate any one in between. Nor does prayer
tolerate any obstacle. *Note: this text is from the early 1960s.
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And all that you believe is nothing but a lie repeated for thousands
of years.
How do you know that somebody is a brahmin? How do you know that
somebody is a sudra? How do you know that somebody is a vaishya
or somebody is a kshatriya? And the sudra cannot move upwards,
and the brahmin is at the top…what makes you think that?
I have seen very idiotic brahmins, and I have seen very intelligent
sudras….
Nobody is lower, nobody is higher, but if for thousands of years…Manu
has been the cause of the whole calamity. He preached these four
castes, and they are still being followed. And even the sudra
believes in them, it is not only the brahmin who believes in them.
I have been trying to convince sudras who used to come to see
me: "You can come and sit on a chair."
They would say, "No."
They would sit just by the door, outside on the steps: "We
are sudras, we cannot come in."
Even they have become convinced. If the brahmin is convinced one
can understand, because he is gaining superiority by the conviction.
But what is the sudra gaining?
In one place they were celebrating the birthday of a great saint,
Raidas, who was a shoemaker, a chamar. I was just visiting there,
so I said, "I will also be coming."
But they said, "No, how can you come there? Only sudras will
be there."
But I insisted. The family I was staying with said, "It is
creating trouble for us. If you go we have to go with you. You
are our guest and we cannot let you go alone. We don't want to
go there because if somebody sees that we are mixing with sudras,
our whole life will be ruined!"
I said, "You don't need to come with me. I am going there."
But you will be surprised, the sudras wouldn't allow me to enter
the area. They said, "No. We are sudras and we cannot commit
this sin of bringing you down amongst ourselves. No, God will
never forgive us."
I said, "This is strange."
They are so convinced. It is a lie, because in the whole world
there is no caste system except in the Hindu world. So it is not
something natural. sword19
I have been talking to these sudras, untouchables. At first they
could not believe that anybody from a higher caste would come
into their small village outside the city; but when I started
visiting them, slowly, slowly they became accustomed to it - that
this man seems to be strange.
And I told them, "Your slavery, your oppression, your exploitation,
is because you are clinging to such small securities. When society
cannot give you your individuality and your freedom, that society
is not yours. Leave it! Declare that you do not belong to such
an ugly society! Who is preventing you?
"And stop doing all these dirty jobs. Let the brahmins and
the higher castes clean the toilets, and then they will know that
just sitting and reading the scriptures is not virtue; it is not
purity."
Brahmins have not done anything except be parasites on society;
but they are the most respected people, because they are educated,
they are well-versed in religious scriptures. Just to be born
into a brahmin family is enough; no other quality is needed: people
will touch your feet. Just being a brahmin by birth, you have
all the qualifications to be worshiped. And this has continued
for at least five thousand years.
Talking to the sudras, I became aware they have become so accustomed
to a certain security that they have forgotten the alternative
of freedom. And whenever I tried to convince them, sooner or later
the question was asked, "What about responsibilities? If
we are free, then we will be responsible. Right now we are not
responsible for anything. We live safe and secure, although in
utter humiliation" - but to that they have become accustomed
and immune. spirit10
It has been experimentally proved that if a child is not brought
up by loving people - the mother, the father, the other small
children in the family - if the child is not brought up by
loving people, you can give him every nourishment but somehow
his body goes on shrinking. You are giving everything necessary - medical
needs are fulfilled, much care is being taken - but the child
goes on shrinking.
Is it a disease? Yes, to the medical mind everything is a disease;
something must be wrong. They will go on researching the facts,
why it is happening. But it is not a disease.
The child's will to live has not even arisen. It needs loving
warmth, joyful faces, dancing children, the warmth of the mother's
body - a certain milieu which makes him feel that life has
tremendous treasures to be explored, that there is so much joy,
dance, play; that life is not just a desert, that there are immense
possibilities.
He should be able to see those possibilities in the eyes around
him, in the bodies around him. Only then will the will to live
spring up - it is almost like a spring. Otherwise, he will
shrink and die - not with any physical disease, he will simply
shrink and die.
I have been to orphanages; one of my friends, Rekhchand Parekh,
in Chanda Maharashtra, used to run an orphanage - nearabout
one hundred to one hundred and ten orphans were there. And orphans
would come, two days old, three days old; people would just leave
them in front of the orphanage. He wanted me to come to see the
orphanage. I said, "Sometime later on I will see it, because
I know whatever is there will make me unnecessarily sad."
But he insisted, so one time I went, and what I saw…. They
were taking every care, he was pouring his money on those children,
but they were all ready to die just any moment. Doctors were there,
nurses were there, medical facilities were there, food was there,
everything was there. He had given his own beautiful bungalow - he
had moved to a smaller bungalow - a beautiful garden and everything
was there; but the will to live was not there.
I told him, "These children will go on dying slowly."
He said, "You are telling me? I have been running this orphanage
for twelve years; hundreds have died. We have tried every possible
way to keep them alive, but nothing seems to work. They go on
shrinking and one day simply they are no longer there."
If there was a disease the doctor could help, but there was no
disease; simply, the child had no desire to live. When I said
this to him, it became clear to him. He immediately, that very
day, gave the orphanage to the government, and he said, "I
have been trying to help these children for twelve years; now
I know it is not possible. What they need I cannot give, so it
is better that the government takes it over."
He said to me, "I had come to this point many times, but
I am not an articulate man so I could not figure out what it was.
But in a vague way I was feeling that something was missing and
that goes on killing them." misery28
In my university there used to be a student of mine who was the
son of a beggar. Just accidentally I found it out. That beggar
used to stand at the railway station, and I was continually coming
and going, coming and going. It was almost a routine thing that
whenever I came I would give him one rupee, and whenever I went
I would give him one rupee. And he was very happy because nobody
else was giving one rupee. And in a month I would pass at least
eight or ten times, so he was getting good earnings from me. We
became friends.
But one day when I came to the station, I found the beggar was
not there. The train was late so I looked around to find where
he was, because his rupee…otherwise this would be a kind
of betrayal - that he was not present and I just escaped with
his rupee. So I tried to find him. I found him in the goods shed,
talking to this boy who was my student. And they both became very
shocked; I was puzzled.
I said, "What is the matter? I have been looking for you - the
train is late and you were not in your place. You just take your
rupee and relieve me because I am unnecessarily worried. And always
remember, at that time you should be there. And what are you doing
with my student?"
He said, "Now I cannot hide it from you. He is my son: I
am teaching him. But please don't tell anybody that he is my son.
He is respected, and people think that he belongs to a rich family" - and
he had kept him like a rich man's son. His earning was good; in
India, beggars earn more than professors.
I said, "No, I will not tell anybody. There is no need to
say anything to anybody; and there is no harm."
He said, "I am living just for him. He is my hope. What I
could not do in my life he will do. Perhaps I may not be able
to see it - him living in his own home, having his own car,
his wife, children, a good salary, or a good business. Perhaps
I may not be able to live that long, but I pray to God to give
me a little more life.
"I just want to see him - I will never go close to his
house, I will not disturb his life. Nobody will ever know that
he is the son of a beggar. And the woman who was his mother was
also a beggar; we were never married. She has died, with the same
hope. We both were working hard to keep him in a boarding school.
Meeting him in hiding…. He comes here once in a while to
meet me - in this goods shed we meet because nobody comes
here.
"I can suffer as much as my fate decides but only one hope
is enough to keep me tolerating every suffering, every humiliation,
every insult. My son is now in the final M.A.; next year perhaps
he will be in a good job. It is a question of only a few years
until he will be having his own house - l never had one; he
will be having his own wife - l never had one. He will be
having his own children - and although I have him, I cannot
claim to be his father because I was never married."
Now this man…I asked him, "Have you ever thought of
committing suicide?"
He said, "Suicide? What are you saying? I am thinking only
of life, more life."
Through him I became acquainted with many beggars. And I asked
all of them, whenever we were alone, "Have you ever thought
of committing suicide?" And they were shocked the same way:
"Why have you asked this question? Why should we think of
committing suicide? We want to live - we have not lived yet."
One beggar told me, "I have been putting my money in a bank
hoping that one day I will drop this begging and just live a relaxed
life. Once in a while I would like to give something to a beggar.
People have insulted me so much; even in their giving they insult.
It is not given with compassion, it is not given with love: it
is given just to get rid of you - you are a nuisance. And
we know, so we create a nuisance because nobody gives out of compassion.
They give to us if they want to get rid of a nuisance.
"So we never beg from a single person if he is walking on
the road alone, because he will say 'go to hell!' We beg when
there are people around before whom he cannot misbehave because
he is a respectable man, known to be kind and compassionate; now
this is the time to show the compassion. We see in their faces
that they are boiling with anger that we have caught them in the
wrong place - but for us that is the right place." misery28
Begging is a business where there is continuous competition - you
don't know which is the beggar who owns you. When I came to know
this, it was a great surprise. Because I was traveling continually,
I was coming and going to the railway station so many times, an
old beggar had become accustomed - in fact, he had started
taking it for granted - that whenever I came back from a journey,
or went for a journey, he was entitled to have one rupee each
time.
In the beginning he used to be grateful. When I, for the first
time, gave him one rupee, he could not believe it - Indians
don't give rupees to beggars. But slowly, slowly, everything becomes
taken for granted. Now it was not a question of gratitude, it
was a routine. And I could see from his eyes that if I don't give
him the rupee he will be angry - I am depriving him of one
rupee.
I never deprived him, but one day I was surprised: the old man
was gone, and a young man was sitting in his place and he said,
"Don't forget that one rupee."
I said, "How did you come to know about the one rupee?"
He said, "You don't know…I got married to that old
beggar's daughter."
Still I could not understand, "If you got married, where
is the old man?"
He said, "He has given the whole area of the railway station
as a dowry to me, and he has given me all the names - and
your name is the first name. You have been giving him one rupee
each time, whether you enter the railway station or you come out."
I said, "This is a revelation, that beggars have their territories."
They own it. They can give it as a dowry to their sons-in-law.
I said, "This is great! Where is the old man?"
He said, "He has found another place near a hospital, because
the beggar who used to sit there has died. And he looks old, but
he is a very strong man. Nobody wants to fight with him."
Beggars are also in continual conflict to own the clients, customers….
mess203
Once in India I was traveling from Indore to Khandwa. Khandwa
was a big junction, and I had to wait there for one hour. I was
alone in my air-conditioned compartment. A beggar knocked on the
window, and I indicated to him to come in.
He came in. He said, "My mother has died, and I don't have
even enough money to bury her." I gave him one rupee. In
those days that was even enough to get wood and burn your mother.
The man looked surprised.
He was a professional beggar. I knew it, because I passed through
Khandwa many times, and it was always his mother who was dying.
I could have asked, "What a great mother you have got. Is
your mother a Jesus Christ?" But I never said anything to
him.
That day, thinking me mad or something, he came again. He said,
"My father has died."
I said, "Great! Take one rupee more."
The man could not believe that so soon…just five minutes
before his mother had died, now his father has died. And that
gave him courage enough to come again after five minutes.
I said, "Has your wife died?"
He said, "How do you know? Yes."
I said, "Here is one rupee more. How many relatives do you
have? Because it is unnecessarily disturbing me - these people
will go on dying and you will have to come again and again. You
just tell me the whole number, as if the whole family has died.
How many relatives do you have?"
The poor man could not imagine more than ten. I said, "Okay,
you take ten rupees. And now, get lost."
He said, "Before I accept your ten rupees - three I have
already taken - I want to know, do you believe me? So quickly
my mother dies, my father dies, my wife dies, and now you are
giving me an advance for my whole family." He felt guilty
that he was cheating. He said, "No, although I am a beggar,
I cannot cheat you. You still trust me?"
I said, "You have done nothing wrong. I have money, you are
poor; any excuse will do. And don't you think that I am also immensely
interested in your family? - because your mother has died
many times before. I have been passing through this railway station
so many times, and it was always your mother. How many mothers
did you have?"
He said, "I want one thing to be clear; otherwise I will
carry this wound in my heart forever. How could you trust me?"
I said, "I thought perhaps you went on forgetting that it
is the same man you are asking for money: `My mother has died,
my father has died, my wife has died.' Perhaps you were thinking
you were asking different people" - because he came with
different clothes. One time he came with a cap, another time with
a basket, the third time with a coat on - just so that he
was not recognized as the same man.
I said, "I was wondering if perhaps you could not recognize
me as the same man. And as far as trust is concerned, I trust
you still. It has nothing to do with your trustworthiness; I trust
you because I cannot distrust. It is my incapacity, it has nothing
to do with your worthiness or unworthiness."
He returned the thirteen rupees. I tried hard to refuse but he
said, "No. I will not take these rupees knowing perfectly
well that you are aware that I am cheating and still you trust
me. You have given me the dignity of being a human being for the
first time in my whole life. And I am not going to beg again - without
saying a word, you have changed me."
You say you could not stop the tears because I said I trust you,
and you feel unworthy. That's a great step, to feel that you are
unworthy. It is a quantum leap. Those tears will take it away,
wash you completely clean of your unworthiness. But as far as
I am concerned, whether you are worthy or unworthy makes no difference
to me: I trust you. dless06
I have been to many prisons.
It happened that in Madhya Pradesh when I was a professor there,
one old man, Mangaldas Pakvasa, was governor of Madhya Pradesh.
He was very much interested in me, so much so that although I
went on telling him, "Kaka" - he was known to everybody
as Kaka, uncle - "I don't believe in God," he said,
"Whether you believe it or not, just when you reach, tell
God something for this Mangaldas Pakvasa, because I am an old
sinner. Being in politics, you know, I have done everything that
I should not have done. Now I am getting old."
"But," I said, "you will be dying first, Kaka.
Can't you see a simple thing: you will be reaching first. So if
you want, you can help me, but I cannot help you; I am not going
that early!"
"But," he said, "I suspect that I will never be
going to heaven. Governors and prime ministers and presidents - I
don't think any of them are going there. This whole company is
going to hell!"
He was a very simple and good man. Because he was governor, I
had immense dimensions open for me. I asked him, "You give
me a general permission: if I want to visit any jail I should
be allowed."
He said, "That is no problem." And the biggest jail
was in Jabalpur itself; it was the central jail of the whole state - three
thousand diehard criminals. So I used to go almost every Sunday;
while he remained governor I continued to go there. And what I
saw - this was the climate, and in other jails also. I went
in smaller jails also but the climate was essentially the same.
The climate was that it is not crime that brings you to jail,
it is being caught, so if you know right ways to do wrong things….
It is not a question of doing right things; the question is doing
wrong things in a right way. And every prisoner learns the right
way of doing wrong things in jail. In fact I have talked with
prisoners and they said, "We are eager to get out."
I said, "For what?"
They said, "You are a friend, and we don't hide anything
from you: we want to get out as soon as possible because we have
learned so much, we want to practice. Just the practicals were
missing, it was all theoretical knowledge. For practicals you
need the society." dark04
In the university, one of the students, who was my colleague
for two years, murdered somebody. He was caught and jailed. Years
after, when I became a professor, the governor was very much interested
in me, so he wanted me to go to the central jail every Sunday
to talk to the prisoners, to help them to meditate. And there
I met that young man who had murdered somebody. He was trying
to hide in the crowd of other prisoners, but I went directly inside
the crowd.
The superintendent was preventing me, saying, "These are
dangerous people. You should not go amongst them."
I said, "They may be dangerous - they cannot be dangerous
to me. I have not done any harm to anybody." And I got hold
of the boy and I told him, "This is not good that you should
hide. I have specially come to see you. When the governor asked
me, I remembered only you, that I will be able to see you again."
He said, "I was feeling so ashamed. I betrayed you, your
love, your friendship. I am not ashamed of the murder - the
man I murdered needed it! I am ashamed that I betrayed your love
and your trust."
I said, "Forget about it. You have not betrayed anything.
I love you as much as I loved you before - perhaps more, because
you had to pass through such a torturous ordeal."
I went there every Sunday, and after six or seven weeks the superintendent
told me, "There has been a strange change in the man you
always meet before you talk to everybody. Before, he was the most
dangerous person here. He was always creating trouble, always
problems; he was always beating, hurting somebody. But during
these seven weeks, something has happened to him. He is meditating.
Others only meditate when you come, every Sunday, but he meditates
every day."
Within a year, he was a totally different man, and the superintendent
recommended that he should be released; otherwise it was a life
sentence.
He asked me, "I am recommending him to be released. If you
can put a word into the governor's ear it will help immensely;
otherwise, he will not believe that a man who has been sentenced
for his whole life can be released. He has served almost six,
seven years, but that is nothing."
I told the governor that I had a friend there, and told him the
whole story. I said, "The superintendent wants him to be
released. I would love that he is released, because that will
create a great incentive and encouragement in the other prisoners.
And you yourself would love to see that man. This whole year he
has been meditating - whenever he had time he was meditating."
He was released, and I asked him, "What has happened in your
meditations?" He said, "Now I feel perhaps it was good
that I murdered. If I had not murdered, I would have never come
so close to you. In my meditations I was so close to you, I could
hear your heartbeat. And strangely, the meditations transformed
all my energy. That which was violence became love, that was anger
became compassion; and I was not even concerned that for the whole
of my life I have to live in the jail
"In fact I was happy to have no worries of life, no responsibilities
of life. Just do your work the whole day, and meditate. I was
reading your books, meditating, and slowly, slowly, a group of
meditators was formed. We were reading together, discussing together.
Out of jail I feel a little lost, because for this one year it
has become almost a temple to me. And on the outside, it is just
the ugly marketplace I had left before."
Love has a chemical quality to transform people's energies. It
changes the person you love; it changes you simultaneously. zara113
Osho visits a jail and addresses the prisoners:
Brethren! Do not be under the delusion that you alone are in fetters;
those outside this prison, who are apparently free, are also in
chains, though their shackles are of a different kind. Their desires
are their chains; their ignorance is their imprisonment. Man's
bondage is of man's own making. Man himself labours at making
the walls and bars for his prison. Though what I say may surprise
you, the truth is that most of us spend our lives creating prison-houses
for ourselves.
Thinking from another angle about this, I would say, lack of religion
means lack of freedom. Most of us do not live in religion means
lack of freedom. Most of us do not live in religion, but in the
lack of it; of course, we are not conscious of this fact. Those
that do not travel in the direction of self-enlightenment, gradually
go deeper and deeper in the abyss of darkness, and this darkness
can be destructive.
He who has no thirst for the Truth can not be free. Truth leads
to freedom; nay, more correctly, Truth is freedom. And please
remember that he who is not free is not for, but against God.
In the soil of consciousness that is not free, the plants of divinity
can not grow. For these plants to grow, to bloom and to bear fruits,
the soil needed is of freedom; the manure needed is of a simple,
unpretentious life, the water needed is of purity; and the seed
required is of living silence. But above all, there should be
the care of the gardener by the name of Awareness.
He who shows the courage to fulfil the above conditions, finds
himself free of all bondage. From within his self, the latent
fire of God burns bright, because the ashes of dependence have
been blown away. And in that fire, misery and dissatisfaction,
pain and turmoil, all are burnt out completely. The ashes left
thereafter, act as a fertiliser for the blossoming of flowers
of ever-lasting joy and bliss.
I invite you to participate in a wonderful search. The moment
your heart echoes this invitation of mine, you will be transformed
into a new being who hears the call divine; then you won't heed
any call from lesser or baser sources. The calls from the low
are heard only so long as the call from the high is disregarded.
The call from the high or from the above, is a challenging call!
The ways of the beast exist only because the sight is not turned
towards God. Only they are tied to the mundane and the terrestrial,
who do not dream of soaring to celestial heights. Raise your sights
to the firmament, and see how vast, how immense and limitless
is the sky; and also how near it is to you! Isn't it the height
of folly - a sort of insult to your intelligence - that
you remain earth-bound worms crawling in muck, despite your having
the wings to fly to the most distant horizons, and the spirit
that can encompass the sky?
This spirit is mysterious; it can be as small or as large as it
chooses to be. It can be smaller than the tiniest atom, the more
immense than the skies. It can be a dog, and it can be also a
god; it is its own creation. Therefore, those who concentrate
on the lowly, become lowly. Whereas, those who yearn to soar in
the infinite realms, become the Infinite.
I appeal to you: If you would fall in love, let it be with God!
And if you must be in bonds, let the bonds be of the limitless
firmament! And if you must be in a prison-house, let nothing less
than the cosmos be your jail! And if you must confine yourself
to any limits, let these be the frontiers of freedom! And if you
must seek manacles, then seek the ties of love, because love means
freedom absolute! lead01
How can a poor man have character? Life closes in on him from
all sides and suffocates him so that he is compelled to say goodbye
to character. Nevertheless, the politicians go on saying that
poverty cannot be eradicated unless corruption is eradicated.
This is putting the cart before the horse. So I say let us drop
the talk of character and characterlessness for the present and
put all our energy towards eradicating poverty. And when poverty
disappears, corruption will disappear on its own. Poverty has
to go first. It will not go with the departure of characterlessness,
just because the latter is simply not going to disappear. But
with the departure of poverty and degradation, the level of character
will begin to rise.
A magistrate visited me the other day. By the way, he told me
that he did not accept bribes. I asked him to let me know the
limit within which he refused bribes. He was startled and said
that he could not understand what I meant. I said, "Would
you accept if I offer a bribe of five paise?" He said, "What
are you talking about? Five paise? Never!" "And if I
give you five rupees?" I asked again. He again said no. And
I asked, "And what about five hundred?" He repeated
his no, but this time his no was not that emphatic. When I raised
the assumed figure of a bribe to five thousand rupees, he queried
about the purpose of my asking these questions, but he did not
say no this time. And finally as I raised the sum to five hundred
thousand he said that he would have to think about it.
What does lack of character mean? You are a man of character if
you refuse a bribe of five paise and you become characterless
on accepting a hundred thousand rupees? No, every man has his
limit. social05
I know professional witnesses…. I used to live in a city
where the high court of the state was. I had a friend, and I was
surprised that he was always moving around the courts; I thought
perhaps he was employed there.
I used to go to the university by way of the court. One day I
stopped the car and called him and asked, "What kind of job
have you got? - because mostly I see you outside the court."
He said, "I don't have any job. I am a professional witness."
I said, "What is that?"
He said, "You don't know what a professional witness is?
I witness for anybody. So outside I find a client, a customer
who wants a witness. He has done something wrong; I can witness
and prove that he has not done it."
I said, "But you must be taking the oath…."
He laughed, he said, "I have taken the oath so many times
it does not matter anymore. And even the judges know me, the advocates
know me, the criminals know me. When the advocates find that it
is very difficult to save a criminal, they seek my help. I am
an eyewitness for anything. And I have become so expert in all
these ten years that I earn more than the advocates."
There is no point in the oath. Who cares about a book when there
are scientific instruments available which are absolutely certain?
And more sophisticated mechanisms can be invented. The man can
be hypnotized, and in hypnosis he cannot lie; he will have to
say the truth. bond32
I used to stay in Calcutta in the house of the chief justice
of the high court. His wife told me, "My husband only listens
to you. Just tell him that at least in the house he should not
be the chief justice of the high court. Even in bed he's the chief
justice of the high court. The moment he enters the house, the
children stop playing, everybody starts looking busy. The moment
he leaves the house, it feels like a great burden is relieved,
everybody is happy and smiling. And this does not look good, this
is not right. But he only knows how to order…obedience."
That night I said to the chief justice, "You have forgotten
that you are a man too, you have forgotten that you love a woman.
A chief justice has nothing to do with a woman. A chief justice
has nothing to do with love. You have forgotten that you have
children. A chief justice has nothing to do with children.
"Your being the chief justice is only a profession. But you
have forgotten yourself. When you come from the court, you should
leave everything in the court. Come home as a human being. You
may not be aware how your family is suffering. They feel joyous
when you are not in the home, and they feel afraid when you are
in the home. This is not a good character certificate for you."
He said, "But I never thought about it, and nobody told me.
Perhaps it is right."
And that night he apologized to the children, to the servants,
to his wife. He said to them, "From tomorrow you will find
me just a man. The house is not a court, but I had simply forgotten.
I became so identified with my profession that I was lost in it.
I tortured you all, and I have tortured myself too.
"I was wondering why my children don't love me, why my wife
does not love me, why everybody looks afraid. I was wondering
what is the matter, that everything falls silent, servants who
were sitting idly or playing cards just start looking busy. Now
I know, it was my fault." I visited the family twice more
and it was a totally different family. socrat14
Once I used to live in a town. The police commissioner was my
friend; we were friends from the university student days. He used
to come to me, and he would say, "I am so miserable. Help
me to come out of it." I would say, "You talk about
coming out of it, but I don't see that you really want to come
out of it. In the first place, why have you chosen to work in
this police department? You must be miserable, and you want others
also to be miserable."
One day I asked three of my disciples to go around the town and
dance in different parts of the town and be happy. They said,
"For what?" I said, "You simply go."
Within one hour, of course, they were caught by the police. I
called the police commissioner; I said, "Why have you caught
these people of mine?" He said, "These people seem to
be mad." I asked him, "Have they done anything wrong?
Have they harmed anybody?" He said, "No, nothing. Really,
they have not done anything wrong." "Then why have you
caught them?" He said, "But they were dancing on the
streets! And they were laughing."
"But if they have not done anything harmful to anybody, why
should you interfere? Why should you come in? They have not attacked
anybody, they have not entered anybody's territory. They were
just dancing. Innocent people, laughing."
He said, "You are right, but it is dangerous."
"Why is it dangerous? To be happy is dangerous? To be ecstatic
is dangerous?"
He got the point; he immediately released them. He came running
to me; he said, "You may be right. I cannot allow myself
to be happy - and I cannot allow anybody else to be happy."
These are your politicians, these are your police commissioners,
these are your magistrates. the juries, your leaders, your so-called
saints, your priests, your popes - these are the people. They
all have a great investment in your misery. They depend on your
misery. If you are miserable they are happy.
Only a miserable person will go to the temple to pray. A happy
person will go to a temple? For what? A happy person is so happy
that he feels God everywhere! That's what happiness is all about.
He's so ecstatically in love with existence that wherever he looks
he finds God. Everywhere is his temple. And wherever he bows down,
suddenly he finds God's feet, nothing else. ecstas09
I have been dragged into a court because I used to live outside
a city where there was a Mohammedan cemetery, and people used
to come there to meditate. The Mohammedans came to me again and
again, saying that "This is not good; your disciples are
disturbing our sleeping ones."
I said, "Why? How can they disturb?"
They said, "They go on saying, `Hoo, hoo.' Even a dead person
feels like getting out of the grave to find out, `Who is this
fellow?' "
I said, "We cannot change it. And moreover it is really the
last part of Allah-Hoo. It is a Mohammedan mantra!"
They said, "You are very clever, but we have never heard
of Allah-Hoo. Allah is okay, but Hoo?"
I said, "You can do anything you want to do. If your ghosts
come out of their graves, it is our problem, we live here. We
will enjoy, we will entertain them; you don't be worried."
They said, "This man is difficult we are going to the court."
I said, "That is perfectly good, you go anywhere!"
Even the judge said, "This is not a crime. Nowhere in any
law book, in any constitution, any statute, is it written that
saying `Hoo' is a crime. And don't drag me into something with
that man, because I know him."
But they insisted. They said, "If you don't take action,
there is going to be a Hindu-Mohammedan riot."
The judge said, "But he is not Hindu, so why bring Hindus
into it?"
They said, "Whoever he is…but if near our cemetery
anybody says `Hoo' there is going to be difficulty. Then don't
tell us that we are breaking the law." So the judge summoned
me. I went there with at least one hundred disciples. First we
did "Hoo" in the court. The judge was absolutely afraid,
he said, "Wait! I cannot say that this is insulting the court,
because there is no precedent, nobody has insulted anybody by
saying `Hoo.' It is perfectly right but you frighten me! Perhaps
those poor Mohammedans are right that the way you shout for one
hour, even dead people will come alive. And it is natural for
them to protect their dead; otherwise the dead will think that
perhaps the Judgment Day has come…You can do your meditation
somewhere else" because where I used to live there was a
great lake, and mountains.
He said, "You can move anywhere. There is nothing that anybody
can do against you. But why unnecessarily create trouble?"
yaahoo07
There have been dozens of cases against me all over India in
different courts for the same simple reason: somebody's religious
feeling is hurt. Why do you go on carrying such religious feelings
that get hurt so easily? These are not religions; these are their
securities, their consolations. And because I have said something
which takes away the consolation, the security…that's what
hurts.
It is as if I have taken away the protection which was hiding
their wound. I have not created the wound, I have simply made
them aware of it. They should be grateful to me, not angry, because
if the wound is opened to the sun, to the air, there is a possibility
of its being healed. But the very recognition is lacking that
they are living in an imaginary security. tahui35
My whole life I have been fighting in courts on the same point
that people's religious feelings are hurt. I have been telling
the judges, "If I am true and somebody's feelings are hurt,
do you think I have to be punished for it? That man needs psychological
treatment. If his religious feelings are so weak, that shows that
they are only beliefs. He does not know what religion is. And
if truth hurts people, what do you suggest? Should I start lying?"
And the judges would look all around - what to do? They cannot
say I should start lying, so they are puzzled….
Hundreds of cases have been dismissed. But the society goes on
rewarding a person who consoles you. It does not matter that he
is consoling you by a lie. gdead07
The first time I appeared in an Indian court, I refused to take
the oath. The magistrate was shocked. He said, "Why are you
refusing?"
I said, "There are many reasons. First, on what book do you
want me to put my hand? The Bible? Even the contemporaries of
Jesus did not believe him, and the man was put on the cross. He
was considered a greater criminal than any other criminal by his
whole contemporary world. And you want me to put my hand on his
book?"
He said, "No, you can put your hand on Bhagavad Gita."
I said, "Then you are going from bad to worse, because this
man Krishna has stolen sixteen hundred wives from people, married
women, and he himself was not a man of his word or promise. He
has broken his promises, he has gone against his own word, and
you want me to put my hand on his book? Then I will have to wash
my hands!"
The magistrate said, "Then forget about the books. You simply
say yourself that whatever you say will be true."
I said, "You don't understand even simple logic. If I am
a man of lies, what is the problem for me to say that whatever
I say will be true? It is still going to be a lie. Either you
accept me as a man of truth…but don't ask for an oath."
This is the world that we have created - where in the name
of justice all kinds of injustices will be done, where in the
name of truth all kinds of fictions will be invented, imposed,
conditioned. mani15
A friend said to me "Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could
transform the world?"
I replied, "It would be very nice, but where is this world?
I look for it but cannot find it. I seek the world and only see
the reflection of myself. Leave the world alone. Let us transform
ourselves instead. When we do that, the world will be transformed.
What else is the world but that deep inner connection we are all
a part of, that we all share? long04
Once I was sitting on the bank of a river and a man started drowning.
He shouted for help. I ran, but by the time I reached close to
the river to jump, another man who was closer, just near the bank,
had already jumped. So I stopped myself; there was no need. But
then the other man started drowning - I had to save both!
I asked the second man, "Why did you jump if you don't know
how to swim?"
He said, "I completely forgot! The moment I heard him shout,
'Save me!' - I completely forgot that I don't know how to
swim. I simply jumped, it was a mechanical response."
This is not the way to help! I said, "If I had not been here,
you both would have drowned! There was every possibility of the
other person reaching the shore alone, without you…. Because
you don't know how to swim and you would have caught hold of the
other person and you both would have depended on each other, there
is more possibility that you both would have drowned. And you
created unnecessary trouble for me - first I had to save you,
because you were closer to the bank, and that man had to wait
a little longer."
But this is happening in life every day: you start helping others
without ever becoming aware that you yourself are in need.
Be altruistic only when your own self is fulfilled. dh0507
But try to understand: your own light is not burning and you
start helping others. Your own inner being is in total darkness
and you start helping others. You yourself are suffering and you
become a servant of the people. You have not passed through the
inner rebellion and you become a revolutionary. This is simply
absurd, but this idea arises in everybody's mind. It seems so
simple to help others. In fact, people who really need to change
themselves always become interested in changing others. That becomes
an occupation, and they can forget themselves.
This is what I have watched. I have seen so many social workers,
sarvodayis, and I have never seen a single person who has any
inner light to help anybody. But they are trying hard to help
everybody. They are madly after transforming the society and the
people and people's minds, and they have completely forgotten
that they have not done the same to themselves. But they become
occupied.
Once an old revolutionary and social worker was staying with me.
I asked him, "You are completely absorbed in your work. Have
you ever thought if what you really want happens, if by a miracle,
overnight, all that you want happens, what you will do the next
morning? Have you ever thought about it?"
He laughed - a very empty laughter - but then he became
a little sad. He said, "If it is possible, I will be at a
loss as to what to do then. If the world is exactly as I want
it, then I will be at a loss for what to do. I may even commit
suicide."
These people are occupied; this is their obsession. And they have
chosen such an obsession which can never be fulfilled. So you
can go on changing others, life after life. Who are you?
This is also a sort of ego: that others are hard upon each other,
that they are stepping on each other. Just the idea that others
are hard gives you a feeling that you are very soft. No, you are
not. This may be your way of ambition: to help people, to help
them to become soft, to help them to become more kind, compassionate….
Remember well that a social servant, a revolutionary, is asking
for the impossible - but it keeps him occupied. And when you
are occupied with others' problems, you tend to forget your own
problems. First, settle those problems, because that is your first,
basic responsibility. belov208
People think that a good man, a religious man, is one who serves
the poor. Then a reversal happens: you start serving the poor
and you think you have become a good man - that's not necessarily
so. You can serve the poor man your whole life and you may not
have any glimpse of God.
I have seen many public servants - in India there are many
because the country is poor - but they are all politicians.
They serve people but they have their motivations. I have seen
many christian missionaries in India; they also serve, but they
have their motivations. They are bound to have their motivations
because they don't have any prayer in their heart, they don't
have any meditation. They have not contacted Jesus at all. They
have been trained - they have been trained to be missionaries.
Their whole motive is how to convert the poor to Christianity.
They make hospitals, they distribute food, they distribute medicines,
they open schools. They do many things - good things - but
deep down the hidden motive is how to convert these people to
Christianity. And all these things are just bribes.
You will be surprised that in India not a single rich man has
become Christian. Only the very downtrodden, the very oppressed,
the very poor uneducated - they have become Christians. Why? - can't
your missionaries do anything to bring Jesus to other people?
No - because their whole approach is of bribery. You can bribe
a poor man. You can tell him that his children will be well-educated - become
Christian. And of course they see it And I am not saying that
they should not become Christian; I am not against it. I say it
is good! Become Christian - at least your body will be taken
care of. Hindus are not bothering about your body at all; become
Christian. But this has nothing to do with religion. sale22
A friend came to see me. His wife was also with him. This friend
was known for his charity. His wife said, "Perhaps you aren't
acquainted with my husband, he is very charitable, he has given
one hundred thousand rupees in charity."
Immediately the husband put his hand on his wife's saying, "Not
one hundred thousand, but one hundred and ten thousand."
This is not charity, this is calculation. This is trade. Every
cent is kept track of. If he should ever meet God, he will grab
him by the throat saying, "I have given one hundred and ten
thousand; tell me what you are giving in exchange." He gave
it because the scriptures say if you give one here, there you
will receive a millionfold. Who is going to pass up such a deal?
A millionfold! Did you hear the interest rate? Have you seen business
like this? Even gamblers are not such great gamblers! Gambling
you don't get a millionfold. It is pure gambling. Give one hundred
thousand in the hope that it will be returned a millionfold. This
is just an extension of your greed.
And calculating one hundred thousand…mahag107
Whenever you do something good, do it out of love - not out
of duty.
I used to go to many clubs to speak. In one Rotary Club they had
a motto, which was placed just in front of me, `We serve.' I had
not gone to speak to them about service, but I said, "Now
I have forgotten what I had come for. I am going to speak about
this motto that is in front of me in golden letters, `We serve.'
If you are aware of your service, it is not service; it is a very
cunning way of enslaving the other person. To me, duty is a four-letter,
ugly word - obscene."
Never do anything out of the idea of duty, because it means you
are forcing yourself, it means you are fulfilling a certain demand
from the other side, it means you are following a certain discipline
taught by the society to you.
Only act out of love.
Then only your act is beautiful and is a blessing. mess221
Osho writes to a friend:
Rest is the supreme goal, work is the medium. Total relaxation,
with complete freedom from effort, is the supreme goal. Then life
is a play, and then even effort becomes play.
Poetry, philosophy, religion are the fruits of repose. This has
not been available to everyone but technology and science will
make it so in the near future. That is why I am in favour of technology.
Those who attribute intrinsic JUSTIFY">Those who attribute
intrinsic value to labour oppose the use of machines - they
have to. For me, labour has no such intrinsic value: on the contrary,
I see it as a burden. As long as work is a prerequisite for rest
it cannot be blissful. When work flows out of a state of rest
voluntarily then it is blissful. So I cannot call rest a sin.
Nor do I support sacrifice. I do not want anyone to live for
anybody else, or one generation to sacrifice itself for another.
Such sacrifices turn out to be very costly - those who make
them expect an inhuman return. This is why fathers expect the
impossible from their sons. If each father lives for his son who
will live for himself? For every son is a potential father. No,
I want everyone to live for himself - for his own happiness,
his own state of rest.
When a father is happy he does much more for his son - and
easily, because it comes out of his happiness. Then there is neither
sacrifice nor renunciation; what he does comes naturally out of
his being a father - and a happy father at that. Then he has
no inhuman expectations of his son and where there is no pressure
from expectations, expectations are fulfilled - out of the
son being a son.
In short, I teach each person to be selfish. Altruistic teachings
have taught man nothing but suicide. and a suicidal man is always
homicidal; the unhappy sow their sorrow amongst others.
I am also against the sacrifice of the present for the future,
because what is is always present; if you live in it totally the
future will be born out of it - and when it comes it too will
be the present. For he who has the habit of sacrificing the present
for the future the future never comes because whatever comes is
again always sacrificed for that which has not yet come.
Finally, you ask why I too work for others and for the future.
First of all, I do not work. Whatever I do flows out of my state
of rest. I do not swim, I just float. No one can ever do anything
for another but if something happens to others out of what I am,
that is something else, and there too I am not the doer.
As for the future - for me, the present is everything. And
the past too is also a present - that has passed away; and
the future too - that is a present that is yet to come. Life
is always here and now so I do not bother about past and future.
And it is amazing that ever since I stopped worrying about them
they have begun to worry about me! teacup02
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